72 days sober
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72 days sober
I am here 72 days later and still sober. I have had some difficult feelings to work through over the past two months. I am allowing myself to work through them without resorting to drinking. It is simply not the answer for me anymore. I need clarity in order to heal. I feel great knowing I have come this far and have no desire to drink right now. It is almost like I am wanting to feel the pain in order to reach the reward. I have the biggest reward I have had in years, gaining more insight into myself and learning who I truly am. Good night all.
I am here 72 days later and still sober. I have had some difficult feelings to work through over the past two months. I am allowing myself to work through them without resorting to drinking. It is simply not the answer for me anymore. I need clarity in order to heal. I feel great knowing I have come this far and have no desire to drink right now. It is almost like I am wanting to feel the pain in order to reach the reward. I have the biggest reward I have had in years, gaining more insight into myself and learning who I truly am. Good night all.
Being a guy it was hard for me to learn how to feel,....and to learn it was okay.
72 days
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Thanks everyone. I had such a hard day today as well but still there is no urge to drink. I even cried and yelled really loud into a pillow since I was so frustrated about something I am going through right now, but now I feel more at peace with myself because I allowed myself to just go through it until it passed. I am teaching myself that drinking is not the answer. I find when I get it out of my system it gets easier and easier and easier. Here is to tomorrow another day in the discovery of my sober life. One step at a time. Good night all.
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