dasha

Hello, firstly this is my thread, so not goin to offend anyone by gatecrashing
there posts!!ah good.. Be master in ones own house! everybody has an
opinion some a little more controversial than others! but all mind expanding
experiences..TO THE POINT.. once again on skid row, feeling like crap
pouring beers and wine down my neck..THAT I REALLY DONT LIKE! so why
am i doin this S##t, hell knows..FEEL DIRTY SCUMMY!! this is how it goes
not proud of this habitual occupation ive chose!!this now i really want to
change!! an am gonna.. AS DONT WANNA DIE SOME LOSER WHO KNEW
THE WAY OUT BUT REFUSED TO TAKE IT..i would like to think am too
smart for that!! but no ones too smart! just wanted to remind myself
again what its like to be in the gutter missing out on the goodlife! it matters
so much so why dont I, DONT JUDGE ANYBODY! so not everyone writes
the way you wanna hear it! and doesent fit into your way of thinking! big deal! Bein open minded in a big new world not so wrong! hopeing this is my
last drunken rant.

OZboy

..Welcome..OZboy..hope all goes well with your decision to make some changes..Good support here..

Dee74

I hope very much that this can be your last drink Dasha - I know you know as well as I do - it's no way to live, man.

Do whatever you need to to make some real changes mate - talk is good - but actions better

D

intention

Hi Dasha,

Doing this on your own is not working. Are you ready for AA yet?

Keep coming back.

Rusty Zipper

dash,

raise the white flag

CarolD

I'm not offering you my opinion
I'm saying a fact.....
Yes! you can quit drinking and stay quit.

I sure hope this is the time you will....

dasha

Thanks guys for the verbal support...MY APOLOGYS for turning up here half cut.. giving you guys all my greif.. In a twisted sort of way i guess id, like to offer some humour tothe equation... but had a serious weekends boozin!!! one thats very different to allothers and one i very much hope is my last...If i fail next time am not gonna comeon here whinging anymore deal! back on the case today!! incidentally lost a dayswork out of this madness.. THANKS ALL.

Stayinfree

C'mon Dasha...you can beat this.
We're behind ya x

Hevyn

Hi dasha - it does sound like you're ready this time. When I came here I knew what had to be done but didn't have the courage to face the unknown (life without booze). When I look back, I don't know why it took me so long to stop pouring the junk down my throat. It had been years since it was fun or an escape from boredom. I was in a living hell.

An exciting new life waits for you dasha - the one you've clung to for so long is bringing you misery. I'm so happy you've come here and look forward to hearing about your journey.

least

Living sober really is a better way to live: no regrets, no shame, no risk, no wasted money or time. I'm glad you're starting over. Yes, you CAN do this!

Anna

Dasha,

We are here to support you!

dasha

Thanks, i might just add, this time felt very different..Like a threshold has been reached,i think those who have stopped knew when they reached a certain point..Enough was enough...I Feel this point is reached..I HOPE im so right,

WakeUp

Come on dasha, you can do this!

intention

Hi Dasha,


Yes I knew when I reached it. This from Bill's story in the Big Book describes exactly how I felt at that moment when I had taken my last drink