Done_With_It

Wasn't THAT FUN!@!


Some of you may remember when Miss Princess herself ran the Red Light
and was not pleased because I do not believe (and still do not believe)
it is calibrated correctly. My $500.00 ticket highly irritated me and I decided
to try and get community service. The judge proceeded to to act like
I mistreated his dog with rocks instead of running a red light or held up
a jewelry store with a loaded gun (I'm not kidding) Not to be mean but they, it should not be okay to wear a black robe and be a mean cause you are sitting above others. Blah Blah Blah

Anyway, I finally served my 1st day today, I thought I had to serve in the city I went to court in (that was what he insinuated) but they assigned me to an AIDS place by my house, I'm sure you can guess they deal with a lot of meth users, so it was quite interesting. But I really liked them and had an awesome day. I ended up running the front office because the other person called out sick. So I talked to tons of people and several tweakers, and LOTS of people in recovery, heard so many 'stories'.

I love change, so I was excited anyway.

I met a few people who were tweaking, who were so in that 'denial' stage, that I remember being in, like I'm not tweaking, I'm Just really happy.
Oh and what's your name again? Oh yea, I remember, yea yea..
so yea anyway do you think I've gained weight?
Un No, not anywhere on your 80 pds.......
I like your shirt, oh yea didn't we sing karaoke together once?
what was your name again? Gurl your shirt is just so Tightttt, where
did you get itttt? No, like seriously gurllllll,
LOL!! Ha Ha.. God Love them...

Thank God! I will never have to visit that 'space' in my head again.

And ironically, My 'meth' related song came on RIGHT when I was driving away....... Weird....



Much Thanks to God My Higher Power and everyone here for riding this Amazing ride with Me!!

tchappy

Wow! I have never heard that song but I love it !!!

Thanks for posting!

Done_With_It

I know great song isn't it!
Totally reminds me of Meth and who/what it was to me.
It's made me cry a time or two, lol.

greeteachday

Miss Done I suspect the universe put you right in that spot for your community service for a very special reason. Someone will be touched by you...someone who is struggling will be inspired. Just like we all are when you visit us here

(and ya gotta get out of that state....community service and $500 for a stinkin' red light? geez)

Done_With_It

I know right? and after I serve my 60 hours, it's STILL going to cost me about
$200 cash...

HOW IS THAT? How Cali s broke? is beyond my little brain understanding.

However, I did get offered free what's that called? I should shut up. But I was offered free services that AIDS patients get that are really expensive.... I said no today, but maybe before my time is up, I may do something. lol.
Pretty cool how people step up and help and offer so many things.

Thank you for the kind words Greet. I was thinking how how blessed I was, never would have thought of it the other way around!

Impurrfect

(((Done))) - I think it was no small coincidence that you were placed there today, and I am sure you will make a difference to someone. BTW, I LOVE that song!!!

Love, hugs and prayers!

Amy

Done_With_It

I was in a room today and one of the tweekers today came in, to use the phone, just for a minute. He got into a fight with a significan other or osmeone or whoever on the phone about money. He was only supposed to 'used the phone' for a minute.

He then left and turned around and got on the phone and made a deal.
The most ironic part about it was it was with my old dealer, how do I know?
I know the codes. The next thing was about money, I heard them arguing
and the amount of the order went down.
It was all very surreal. I felt like i was in a dream.

I finally got up and left the room when they were still arguing, so whether
or not 'it happened' I don't know. When I left he was still there.

I was a bit freaked but not triggered, I think of course that little part of
my brain may reawoken but it was very easy for me to shut it up.
Not anything I miss.
And I am very tired, was tired when it was going (which is abig trigger for me)
Havne't been this tired ina long time)

anyway, just thought I'd post, cuz it's still kinda weird............

Okay going to watch my soap now and go to bed.

Impurrfect

(((Done))) - I haven't had that happen, but did get offered crack and a few other things by some d-boys at work, a time or two. Luckily, I was able to say "I don't do that **** any more".

I did think about this settlement I have coming in, and how long it would take me to go through it with crack....not very long. I used to go through my tax refunds in 24 hours or less. Very grateful that today, that's not a consideration.

Get some sleep, sweety.

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

Ann

Miss Done, I am a big believer that God leads us to where we are supposed to go.

I don't think it's any coincidence that this mean judge sent you to help people that you could relate to.

We give, we get and we pass it along. That's how our recovery works.

Embrace the experience, you are where you are supposed to be.

Hugs