drgnfly30

Bed opened up at the Rehab.. AH is currently at the ER awaiting medical clearance & transport back to the Rehab to be admitted.

It's the first night in a looong time that will be peaceful. I feel lighter.

I know this is the perfect opportunity to be working on my own issues and I know an Alanon meeting should be in my immediate future. Instead I feel like goofing off & spoiling myself a bit (at least this weekend)... But I feel GUILTY about it!!!

Why?! It's not wrong to want to be a little self indulgent, right?!

megan09

Self-indulgence is my middle name these days! I believe in treating myself to things that I want and making life as enjoyable as possible these days. Indulge away this weekend - it'll do you good!!!

transformyself

Who's that voice in your head? They're not very nice to you..

drgnfly30

So true... and I thought the 'voice' was safely away in Rehab... not in my head.

Amazing how this has shed some light on how very far I am from where I thought I was...

Self-Indulgence IS going to be my middle name this weekend - No Guilt involved. I'm going to do some things I have enjoyed in the past but have prevented myself from doing lately.

KerBearz

Take this moment of freedom and enjoy it in any way you wish! You deserve it.

Bernadette

Have a marvelous weekend drgnfly!!!!!!

peace-
b

tjp613

Absolutely!! Enjoy every indulgent minute!!

HopesandDreams

You 100% deserve to be self indulgent. When my husband recently went for treatment I felt the same way. Like the weight of the world was off my shoulders, and for that time I didn't need to worry.

Gold

Guilt is when you put the words "should" or "shouldn't" infront of a sentence.
I replace should with could.
I could go to A Anon but toinight I choose to do XYZ instead.

Dont should on yourself. You deserve some fun. maybe you dont meet a meeting right now. it will be there when you choose it.