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Old 12-06-2009, 11:49 PM
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Hi,
It took me awhile to figure out how it works and now I m having a hard time putting it into words.Anyways,since there's no nice way to put it,both me and my boyfiend are Heroin addicts,I know it's a no-no,and dating is the only NA rule I've broken.I'm currently clean from my drug of choice and I 'd like to steer clear of chemicals altogether,on/off stuffl like Sub.,pot, and K.I've got a sponsor,I go to N/A,sometimes it's just not enough,I'm feeling kinda spaced out tonight
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Old 12-07-2009, 12:46 AM
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Well... hello back, Adicta. Welcome to SR.


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Old 12-07-2009, 01:13 AM
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Hi Adicta

Welcome to SR. Hope to see you around some more

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Old 12-07-2009, 01:42 AM
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.Thank you both.Just for today I'm okay.Well,sort of...The emotional dilemma I'm in makes thing worse.
I'm not sure if this is where I am supposed to post my''thank you''reply.See you soon
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Old 12-07-2009, 07:21 AM
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Welcome. My poison is alcohol. I have no advise on Heroin addiction, but you'll find some good people on here that can help you. Don't give into the spaced out feeling. It'll pass.
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Old 12-07-2009, 07:25 AM
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Old 12-07-2009, 07:27 AM
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I was feeling really "wierd" the other night. But just waiting it out is sufficient if you can't talk it out with someone. When I woke the next morning I was OK....

feelings do pass if I let them (hug)
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Old 12-07-2009, 07:43 AM
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Welcome to SR Adicta. Glad to hear you have a sponsor, are you taking the steps with her? For me meetings and a sponsor helped a lot, but taking the steps for me was the key. I am seeing now why the old timers who have taken the steps have that peace and serenity spoken of.

One suggestion is to get into the MIDDLE of the fellowship and the steps, open up to your sponsor and in a general way open up in meetings as well, one reason NA & AA work is we learn from others how they dealt with things we are dealing with.
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Old 12-07-2009, 10:04 AM
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Good morning and thank y'all.
I thought I was a recovering addict and now I realize that I'm just fooling myself.
I can't be much of a recovering addict and live a really drug-free life while my boyfriend is still in the picture.I'm planning on breaking up with him.I don't know if I can do this.
I have a good relationship with my sponsor,recently she caught me in a lie and yet she's still there for me,I can't believe this.
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