here i go
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Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: taunton ma
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here i go
im new to this site. Im feeling like ive lost all control. Ive been awake for about 37 hours. All i can think about is getting high. All my money goes their. Ive lost the love of my life, 2 cars, my apartment. Feels like i can get high cuz nothing matters. Its like get high today and u can paybills tommorow. But i say it everyday. Im ashamed to go to friends and family. (i cant belive typing this is making me cry). well im just venting. Looking for support. thanks
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Los Angeles, California
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overtime,
Welcome! You have found a great place for support and advice. You are not alone! You don't have to live like that any more. Please read the stickies, postings and know you are among friends.
Have you tried any recovery programs?
Love,
Lenina
Welcome! You have found a great place for support and advice. You are not alone! You don't have to live like that any more. Please read the stickies, postings and know you are among friends.
Have you tried any recovery programs?
Love,
Lenina
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Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: taunton ma
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supprised
im supprised @ how many comments ive already got. My drug of choice is coke. I have tried to get clean b4 but only make it a week. I want it, dream about it. Im tired of this rut. I just wanna run far away and like start over. But everything takes money. I i know where that would go.
Thanks for the love.
Thanks for the love.
The New Me starting 1/11/09
Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: California
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Welcome overtime. There are many others who have been right where you are now. My drug of choice was alcohol, but I understand addiction all too well.
You can do it, but you will need to decide that you want it more than anything else. That is when the recovery begins.
But, you can't do it alone. Don't be ashamed. Ask for help. Find a NA meeting nearby.
Glad you are here. This is a great group and they will certainly help as much as they can.
You can do it, but you will need to decide that you want it more than anything else. That is when the recovery begins.
But, you can't do it alone. Don't be ashamed. Ask for help. Find a NA meeting nearby.
Glad you are here. This is a great group and they will certainly help as much as they can.
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Join Date: Jun 2006
Location: Texas
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I found I couldn't get clean on my own. I needed help from others. I go to NA plus I come here for support. You might also want to post something in the substance abuse forum here too. Plenty of nice folks here that are willing to help. Don't give up. Asking for help is a huge step in the right direction. Again--We do recover.
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I think there's been some good advice here, overtime.
Come and check out the substance abuse forum too sometime...
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
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Come and check out the substance abuse forum too sometime...
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
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