update...
update...
- i'm on day 2 now (weed and sigs)...i'm still a continous relapser, but at least I manage to get more and more sober time...
- wednesday i'm having an intake at a clinic,
- I decided to quit university (3 days ago) after another bender that lasted almost two days, i was so anxious the thought alone to hit the books made me use even more!!! Instead I've chosen to be proud of myself I got a college degree (especially with my past filled with dope and booze). Perhaps I've got the intelligence, but my addictive behaviour wont let me use it to the fullest so i've got to deal with that first.
- i'm looking for employement (started two days ago) I and expect something to find within a week or two.
- sobriety is my number one priority now above everything. I need to cure my disease in order for me to succesfully do anything else.
- i'm starting to do the 12-step recovery programme. it's too bad i don't have a sponsor but i'm going to look for one!
- wednesday i'm having an intake at a clinic,
- I decided to quit university (3 days ago) after another bender that lasted almost two days, i was so anxious the thought alone to hit the books made me use even more!!! Instead I've chosen to be proud of myself I got a college degree (especially with my past filled with dope and booze). Perhaps I've got the intelligence, but my addictive behaviour wont let me use it to the fullest so i've got to deal with that first.
- i'm looking for employement (started two days ago) I and expect something to find within a week or two.
- sobriety is my number one priority now above everything. I need to cure my disease in order for me to succesfully do anything else.
- i'm starting to do the 12-step recovery programme. it's too bad i don't have a sponsor but i'm going to look for one!
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