brundle

I popped on today just to ask for your prayers. I have been looking at townhouses (rentals) and doing more packing. With each thing I do or box I hide the doubts hit the back of my mind.

Mostly due to the economy and my being disabled. Knowing I can't work really makes this hard; because this will all be about my settlement. I have to then completely believe that my HP is in control.

So if you think of me say a prayer. Things are moving at a snails pace, but they are moving forward. I just don't want to chicken out again. I almost did it once before and didn't. Although, I never kept moving forward like this time.

Thanks everyone...

catlovermi

Hang in there with your fears; you are worth the better life ahead.

Sending encouragement,

CLMI

Rose56

I just sent a prayer up for you, a prayer for courage, strength, and that you feel connected to your higher power. Hang in there, I am right behind you.

Thumper

I was wondering about you Brundle. You had such kind words for me on my first couple posts.

I'm sending a prayer up for you for courage and strength. You deserve the life you are heading towards - stay the course!

Cowgirl1265

You are doing so wonderfully, Brundle. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, one day soon you will be on the other side of that mountain and so proud of yourself, so at peace, for having gotten there.

Bernadette

Brundle --
Sending you big (((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))
and a prayer for strength and courage.

peace,
b

Learn2Live

:praying
Keep your head up and your eyes forward and you will be just fine.

brundle

Thanks gang...!!!

cmc

I wish you all the best as you move forward with your life; and am sending prayers for everything to fall into place.

Jadmack25

MY prayers for you to receive exactly what you need, when and where you need it.

queenie88

HUGS! hang in there brundle.

brundle

Thanks again all of you! I just got a call from one of the townhouses it may be available sooner then I thought. Oh Lord! God give me back-bone!!!
:praying

Bernadette

Brundle! That is great news.
You have backbone, just stick to your plan and keep pluggin along!
peace & a shot of courage coming your way--
b

brundle

Thanks... I called and am getting my name off all the utilities. So I'm plugging forward.

Sometimes I feel happy and I'm excited then other times I feel so freaked out I want to cry! It also looks like this townhouse maybe a go... We just had a few more questions for the landlord. OMG! I think I'm gonna be sick...

This is good... I just wish I didn't feel so crazy!

Bernadette

That's the irony at first-- you feel "crazy" doing the normal and good things for yourself. A testament to how topsy turvy our thinking can get.

Remind yourself that you ARE actually doing the right thing for the health and well-being of you and your kids. And that's your responsibility! And you CAN handle it! One step at a time...

peace-
b

MeHandle

Our God is in control Brundle. Just keep surrendering it to Him. He is with the brokenhearted and longs for their healing.

love tammy

brundle

We put our name in for the townhouse (my daughter and I). I guess I'll see what God does from here. I believe He is with me.... and in control....

bookwyrm

Hope this will be the place for you both!

harleyd101

Good luck, prayers going up......!!!