whereami

My phone at home rang and mom picked it up...all I heard was, she doesn't live here anymore...yay mom!! I assume that as "happy" as my addicted ex is with his new old lady...he must be trying to reach out...who cares...

thought about it and I wrote this...

Spare me the excuses, the guilt, the lies...I don't want to hear it.
You have done things for yourself so live with the consequences
You laugh, cry and smile on your own accord, not mine
So leave me alone and stay away from us because you are a con
No one believes you at the end of the day and if they do..give it time
I am suprised you think you can fool anyone...you can't even convince yourself
You know what? I feel relief not having you in my life...the drama is surreal
so have fun and good luck...I am suprised you think you will be happy
you had happiness and blew it and I will never allow my child to deal with that
Your selfishness can be spent elsewhere, don't bother even looking this way
Yeah it hurts to let go of a dream, but that is all it was...a dream
so have fun with your mystery woman...she will discover you for who you are
so will everyone else...your pointless quotes and pseudointellect is an insult
to all humane people I know...so get lost, you are not welcome anymore

YEAH SO THERE I FEEL BETTA>...ok I am getting better at this dealing with him thing...

laurie6781

You sure are!!!!!!

You go girl!!!! Good to see you moving forward!

Nice work!!!!!

Love and hugs,

Impurrfect

Good for you!!!

You are doing great, sweetie...keep it up!

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

hello-kitty

Oh Ami. You are going to be just great. You have a bright future girl. He can't destroy it unless you let him. Congrats on coming so far.