Mercy08

Hi

Its the first time I use a forum. Well my partner or current expartner is a c addict and now after so many times of trying and struggling he separated from me 2 weeks ago saying he loves me to bits but something is missing but its 50-50 that he is coming back to me and so on. I have no idea what to think or believe, is it really the drugs or is he not in love with me no more... can someone please tell me why I am so dependent on this man even after all that time when he treated me like dirt. A week ago I left the country together with my daughter as I thought I am losing my mind. I am now with my family. I appreciate every reply. Thank you so much