just out there
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just out there
OK i know i know i've been out there bigtime, i am concentrating on the keyboard! I am soooo scared that i gambled my last money away , but i have realised that it is only 30 mins since i blacked out! Please God let this be true, tell me i haven't found a way to waste my last 5k online...i just can't remember! I found an unopenened pack of cigs, wait there is one on the floor sweet! It's 23.57 in spain and ihave just woekn up...what a great disease/problem!
**** it still glad to be here, ok waking up now, bit more wine left! 10 more days left!
I tmeans a lot to be able to post here!
Have to edit this i rememeber now being out at a bar and betting about something!
I cant remember a ******* thing!
Thinking about it, thank the lord (or whatever for the secular guys/girls) i can't have been to the casino cos it is 30 mins away and i've only blacked out for 50 mins!
Carol thank God for you!
**** it still glad to be here, ok waking up now, bit more wine left! 10 more days left!
I tmeans a lot to be able to post here!
Have to edit this i rememeber now being out at a bar and betting about something!
I cant remember a ******* thing!
Thinking about it, thank the lord (or whatever for the secular guys/girls) i can't have been to the casino cos it is 30 mins away and i've only blacked out for 50 mins!
Carol thank God for you!
Last edited by yeahgr8; 04-30-2009 at 03:23 PM. Reason: edited after Carol's post obviously:-)
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OK i have 'woken up' now and there is no way that i have done my money like i normally would! Online would mean i would have to transfer euros to pounds which would take a day, and i haven't had time to go to the casino! Thank God my credit cards are maxed, and i have a limit on my debit card...i have 11k euros and a porche worth 25k left....thats it! Oh and my life too:-)
Cliff... I thought long before deciding to answer this thread, as I hate to come across as being preachy. I hope you won't be offended, I'm just concerned for your wellbeing.
So you go into rehab in 10 days. What's going to happen until then? The notion of a "last hurrah" seems very scary and dangerous. On the other hand, your recovery could start right now, if you so wanted.
Just... take good care of yourself
So you go into rehab in 10 days. What's going to happen until then? The notion of a "last hurrah" seems very scary and dangerous. On the other hand, your recovery could start right now, if you so wanted.
Just... take good care of yourself
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ok i am certain that the 'food' that i have here comprising of 'chicken' (fried of course, spanis style which is revolting) and chips was from my last port of call....thank god for that, and not from further a field! i need a miracle...taken me 15 mins to finish this...i wish...ah whatever you know the rest ...
time for action!
I'm with Matt, mate - I know very well the allure of a last hurrah, but this is a bit indulgent, mate - as well as being very dangerous.
Walking into rehab drinking the dregs of your last bottle might be very Hollywood, but you want to get there in one piece....
As you say - time for action.
Start day one anytime you like, Cliff
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Walking into rehab drinking the dregs of your last bottle might be very Hollywood, but you want to get there in one piece....
As you say - time for action.
Start day one anytime you like, Cliff
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