Room1

Well, I just talked to my mum again, I just told her that when I told her 20 years ago I was bysexual and fanced girls, I meant it! she told me she can maybe handle it if I don't touch a girl in front of her, thats progress right lol

I am really pissed, but on the plus side, I have not smoked a cigarette for 14 daysm I have drank though :/

Dee74

I'm glad to see you back Sax.
Kudos on the smokes, and the telling your mum how it is lol.

I hope you stick around tho - not going all on ya, but with the drink, you deserve better than what you're giving yourself at the moment I reckon

D

Room1

What am I giving myself??


The really bad thing is, I can drink now and not have a hangover :/ I guess it was smoking that did that!!!


To be completely honest I am actually a little scared of stopping right now

Dee74

Nah it's repeated drinking that gives you that Sax. I didn't have a hangover the last year or two I drank cos I drank so much I was rarely truly sober.

I know it's scary to stop - but what's the alternative? Most alkies escalate their drinking - isn't that scarier?

D

seemethrough

hello, so are pissed as in mad or pissed as in drunk (because isn't that what you say in England?) Man, I wish I lived in England!

Pixy1

Yeah in England "pissed" is drunk

We also call it Bladdered, Tanked up and A Skin Full...... theres many more

Anna

Saxony,

It's good to see you back!

Aysha

I have seen you in our smokin threads again lately. And I am glad.
Well...I guess thats progress.
Depending on what mum thought before 20 yrs ago.
I am bi too and I have never had a problem from it from anyone. Except the occasional.."Your confused." OR the idiot who says " Thats hot can I join."
I have never strait out said "I am bi." to anyone in my family except my grams.
But they know. Be who you are and be happy with it.
Great job on the smokes..I am right there with you. Same length of time too. I think. I have to check and see how long Amy has..LOL.
I dont know what to tell you about the drinking.
Because I am not familiar with your story on that.
But keep doin what you do. And I am glad your back too.

Rusty Zipper

nice seeing you saxy!

CarolD

Welcome back to SR......

Room1

Sorry for posting while I was drunk.

It's morning now and I feel a bit crappy, I really want to stop again, I had stopped for about a week and a half but I have drank the last 3 days. I don't want to drink today but a bit scared of just stopping as I have drank a fair bit over the last 3 days, I would imagine it would be ok though? the only alternative is to drink today and go to the docs tommorow but I don't really want to do that.

stone

Hi Sax, I tend to just stop after a binge but that is cos I am too ill to get out of bed, I hallucinate and stuff so it is obviously dangerously close to full on DTs.

Anyway, I am glad you are posting again and I hope you keep trying.

Hevyn

I'm proud of you, Sax, for saying what you did. It takes courage. It shows that you're not giving up the fight & you know what has to be done. I know you want to have a better life. I think all the steps you've taken so far have been leading you to a brighter day, they were all necessary. It took me much longer to come to that realization. I've always believed you would get there one day. You had to be ready. Sending love.

Aysha

I am glad you dont want to drink. Maybe just take care of yourself until tomorrow and take it easy.
I am glad too that you want to try again.
Always keep trying.

Horselover

I agree Sax. Don't give up on yourself. You can get and stay sober. Its really up to you. We're here for you though.