Aysha

I dont know where this dream came from.
Without getting to detailed and possibly causing a trigger for someone.
I was dreaming all night about heroin. I have never done it but one time a long time ago. And it wasnt done IV.
Thats all I was dreaming about was getting and fixing it. Right down to numbers and everything. I meanit was so detailed it isnt even funny. I couldnt even begin to tell you the amount in numbers for anythign when prepping a shot.
I looked it up and my dream was pretty accurate.
Thats weird and scary to me.
I have only been around it a few times. Never knew what to do really. But every little deatil was right in the dream. It was like a freakin how to dream. And a very accurate one too.
I never actually did it in the dream. But I bought, fixed for others and myself. But never did do the deed for me. Thank goodness.
I am wondering where the heck all that info came from in my dream.

And why am I dreaming about that. I have never been interested in doing it. Always turned it down when offered.
I just dont get it. Its just the accuracy of the details that freaks me out.
Thank goodness it was only a dream.

ex D-Boy

thank the gooood lord it was just a dream.

sticking needles in your arm is very ickkkyy

adore79

Yeah what Scott said :/

Aysha

It just freaked me out that I would dream the amount of CC's and stuff like that. I couldnt even tell you what a cc is or how many are in a needle. Thats what I am saying.
How the heck am I dreaming about stuff I dont know about but turns out to be accurate in the dream. You see what I'm sayin?
Its weird. Thats all.
Wish I could dream some accurate lotto numbers.

Aysha

That flippin dream hit me again right before I woke up this morning.
But it was only the actual doin it part.
Never have I ever felt the high from anything I have ever dreamt about until this morning.
And I dont even know what it is like. But I have heard and it was very graphic and detailed again.
Beyond what I have heard.
WTF am I dreaming about doing that for?
Its really freaking me out and messing with me all day.

four812

chiynita...thanks for sharing your dream.

keep up the good work

Impurrfect

((Trish)) - there's a chance, that somewhere along the way, during the years, that you have read or heard enough about H for the dream to be accurate and just don't remember it...even on TV. Heck, I've seen some pretty graphic things on TV. I have never been physically around the stuff, but I know how to do it, if that makes sense.

As for why you're dreaming about it now, I don't know. Be grateful it was a dream, let it go, and move on is the best advice I've got.

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

serenityqueen

First of all, Trish, I know how real some dreams can be. . . and scary as hell! But THE most important thing is that it was only a dream. I used to try to analyze what my dreams meant, why I was having them . . . and the only thing I accomplished was driving myself nuts when I didn't get any of the answers. No one has all the answers as to why we dream the things we dream. Psychiatrists have spent years and years trying to figure this out and they all come up with their own theories, but none of these doctors with all these degrees have any true answers. Why would we? lol

When I have a using dream, I look at it as a reminder that my disease will always be patiently waiting for me. Maybe the Recovering Trish had the dream as a round about way of reminding you that you could switch addictions very easily IF you choose to pick up. You know that you have the choice whether you pick up or not, and today, you aren't, right?

Count your Blessings my dear. You have come so far over the past several weeks. I am damn proud of you!

Love & Hugs,
Judy