TOPIC: Whose Pizz'd? You Mad At Someone? Something? Why?
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TOPIC: Whose Pizz'd? You Mad At Someone? Something? Why?
Hi Im Sharon and Im an Alcoholic.
By the grace of my HP and people
like you here in SR I havent found
it necessary to pick up a drink of
alcohol since 8-11-90.
For that and you I am truely
grateful.
Ever been pizz'd at someone?
How about something?
Why?
What did you do about it?
I been mad at someone before. Mad
at family members, my job, situations
i have no control over.
People really know how to get my
"goat". They know which buttons
to push. Just ticks me off to know
end.
You?
I use to go to a park and walk/jog
to clear my head. Escape the situation.
That person.
There have been times my mouth
shoots off and low 'n behold, its gotten
me into trouble once again.
Sure, long ago i use to drink over
it. Them. Numb whatever was
bothering me.
That soon ceased and had to find
more healthier ways to deal with my
anger, resentments.
Apply my program to it, go to a meeting,
talk to a friend, shop, listen to music.
Come here to SR.
The healthier ways seem to be better
for me. How about u?
Thanks for letting me share.
By the grace of my HP and people
like you here in SR I havent found
it necessary to pick up a drink of
alcohol since 8-11-90.
For that and you I am truely
grateful.
Ever been pizz'd at someone?
How about something?
Why?
What did you do about it?
I been mad at someone before. Mad
at family members, my job, situations
i have no control over.
People really know how to get my
"goat". They know which buttons
to push. Just ticks me off to know
end.
You?
I use to go to a park and walk/jog
to clear my head. Escape the situation.
That person.
There have been times my mouth
shoots off and low 'n behold, its gotten
me into trouble once again.
Sure, long ago i use to drink over
it. Them. Numb whatever was
bothering me.
That soon ceased and had to find
more healthier ways to deal with my
anger, resentments.
Apply my program to it, go to a meeting,
talk to a friend, shop, listen to music.
Come here to SR.
The healthier ways seem to be better
for me. How about u?
Thanks for letting me share.
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Besides being physically exhausted right now from no sleep, I'm also confused, distrustful, angry, afraid, and a whole lot of other intense negative emotions. A person from my past, not someone I'm fond of, to put it mildly, has come back into my life rather accidentally and I'm not sure how to react. I do'nt want him back in my life, except as an aquaintance, but he's helping me out right now financially and I am so destitute I'm accepting his help. Not to mention, many years ago I helped him out when he was in a Bad Place, with money I couldn't afford to spend on him at the time, so I figure he owes me. And since he wants to help me pay my bills, it's better than getting shut off notices.
Thank you for letting me vent. This kept me from sleeping last night and now it's trying to create an overnight ulcer. It's making me literally sick and I don't want to feel any sicker than I already do.
Thank you for letting me vent. This kept me from sleeping last night and now it's trying to create an overnight ulcer. It's making me literally sick and I don't want to feel any sicker than I already do.
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We all say things we dont mean to say.
Thats what gets me in trouble so many
times. I use to wish i could have my voice
taken from me just so i wouldnt say the
mean things or wrong things.
Having another person in u? I did
feel like i wasnt myself many times.
The way i would behave under the
influence was not the real me.
I behaved and acted out of the
norm. I believe we all have done
that.
Now im me...whether crazy, silly,
childish, etc. I dont care because
this is me.
In fact i love me more this way
than i did when drinking.
Thats what gets me in trouble so many
times. I use to wish i could have my voice
taken from me just so i wouldnt say the
mean things or wrong things.
Having another person in u? I did
feel like i wasnt myself many times.
The way i would behave under the
influence was not the real me.
I behaved and acted out of the
norm. I believe we all have done
that.
Now im me...whether crazy, silly,
childish, etc. I dont care because
this is me.
In fact i love me more this way
than i did when drinking.
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Sure, I've been pizz'd off at my ex and the co-worker she had an affair with and married. Still don't like him and he's the stepfather of my children.
I beat him up once and walked away with an assault charge and a restraining order. Ya know that saying about a resentment being like drinking poison and hoping the other person will die? So true, I've been sipping on that poison for years and he's still alive.
But I've come to know that all I have to do is be tolerant of that person, to accept that they're a part of my children's life. I don't have to like them, don't have to be friends with them. My program helps me to find peace and serenity in my actions, to seek solace in the hands of my Higher Power.
I beat him up once and walked away with an assault charge and a restraining order. Ya know that saying about a resentment being like drinking poison and hoping the other person will die? So true, I've been sipping on that poison for years and he's still alive.
But I've come to know that all I have to do is be tolerant of that person, to accept that they're a part of my children's life. I don't have to like them, don't have to be friends with them. My program helps me to find peace and serenity in my actions, to seek solace in the hands of my Higher Power.
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So far today I didnt get pizzed about
anything. I guess everything went
my way as expected.....lol
Cant tell you about tomorrow
because it aint here yet.....
Oh i forgot....one thing im pizzed
about.....no American Idol tonight.
Prez is speaking. frika fraka *&%$#&* lol
anything. I guess everything went
my way as expected.....lol
Cant tell you about tomorrow
because it aint here yet.....
Oh i forgot....one thing im pizzed
about.....no American Idol tonight.
Prez is speaking. frika fraka *&%$#&* lol
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I get mad at myself for falling for toxic people, and then I wonder why I am mad because from the beginning I always tell myself, this person is sad as well, and sad depressed people should not be together for selfish reasons.
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I remember being so pizzed off that spit would fly out of my mouth when I was talking, and my ears would get so red:-)
One thing I really grabbed onto was the line in the big book that says, Nothing, absolutely nothing happens in Gods world on accident. Wow, it certainly leaves me in awe when people do things today that would of made me mad, and now I just wonder what the miracle is- that is in progress. When I leave it all up to God (of my understanding) I don't have to worry any longer, I simply assume that more will be revealed, and I can trust that it is all good... No one is out to get me, God is simply at work...and sometimes getting to that beautiful end result takes on a bit of an ugly side to it...but I know it will eventually turn into the miracle!!!
Peace,
~Cheryl
~Life is a crazy, fun adventure!~
One thing I really grabbed onto was the line in the big book that says, Nothing, absolutely nothing happens in Gods world on accident. Wow, it certainly leaves me in awe when people do things today that would of made me mad, and now I just wonder what the miracle is- that is in progress. When I leave it all up to God (of my understanding) I don't have to worry any longer, I simply assume that more will be revealed, and I can trust that it is all good... No one is out to get me, God is simply at work...and sometimes getting to that beautiful end result takes on a bit of an ugly side to it...but I know it will eventually turn into the miracle!!!
Peace,
~Cheryl
~Life is a crazy, fun adventure!~
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Man i have to post this!
When i was trying to stop drinking last year, i did most of my drinking in one bar which also doubled up as an internet cafe. I blamed this guy for all my drinking and was convinced that it was his fault. I figured the only way to get away from drinking was to get barred and to lose all my drinking buddies.
So i scratched the bar beyond repair, emailed all businesses in the area from this guy saying that he was unhappy to be living amongst them all and if anyone had a problem to come and see him, hacked his website and launched a new one claiming he was a paedophile. Funny thing was i did get barred for life and then found out i was still drinking as much. I did lose all my drinking buddies too.
Since sobering up i rang him last xmas and asked him out for a coffee to make some amends, he declined but i felt i had done the right thing as we knew each other for 7 years.
I kind of wish i hadn't done most of this but i did ask to be barred on several occasions and it has helped me not to be able to go back to that places and all the people i knew.
So i was pissed at him but now i forgive him.
When i was trying to stop drinking last year, i did most of my drinking in one bar which also doubled up as an internet cafe. I blamed this guy for all my drinking and was convinced that it was his fault. I figured the only way to get away from drinking was to get barred and to lose all my drinking buddies.
So i scratched the bar beyond repair, emailed all businesses in the area from this guy saying that he was unhappy to be living amongst them all and if anyone had a problem to come and see him, hacked his website and launched a new one claiming he was a paedophile. Funny thing was i did get barred for life and then found out i was still drinking as much. I did lose all my drinking buddies too.
Since sobering up i rang him last xmas and asked him out for a coffee to make some amends, he declined but i felt i had done the right thing as we knew each other for 7 years.
I kind of wish i hadn't done most of this but i did ask to be barred on several occasions and it has helped me not to be able to go back to that places and all the people i knew.
So i was pissed at him but now i forgive him.
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as a matter of fact.. yes.. i am very upset with someone! this situation is a test i know it is. someone did a real nasty thing to a friend i work with.. she also works with us. her selfish attitude (that i've noticed before) has gotten me very angry this time! looks like i'll be having a little chat with her today.. i have already prayed about this last night..
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