Yesterdaysnumb

But my spirit came to me and told me this morning to post my plans. I pray that I receive the support of people that have been here and can encourage me to go on. I'm still with my husband. I had one more child by him. (that makes 3!) And I'm pregnant now. I cannot and will not continue down this road. I left him a while ago for about a month. It wasn't long enough though. Last night was a really hard night. I found out yesterday that not only has he been dealing drugs but he's also been using them again. He's getting worse and worse everyday. I need to detach. These are the steps that I intend to take toward getting my life back. In this order...

1. I'm getting an abortion.

2. I'm changing my locks so I won't have to worry about him coming back.

3. I'm establishing childcare for my children immediately so I won't have to depend on him.

4. I'm praying for my life and my children so we can move on without him happily.

5. I'm filing for divorce.

rahsue

I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I hope all your plans work out the way you want. It so hard to stick to our guns sometimes.

best wishes

Yesterdaysnumb

Thank you so much. I'm really praying for strength and direction.

HopeSprings

I'm sorry you're in such a tough spot! I will pray that you have strength and direction!

Serenity Bound

I'm so sorry that you are in such a difficult situation. Absolutely your first priority is the health, safety & stability for both you and your children. I'm sending prayers for your
strength & guidance.

Hugs,
Chris

MsPINKAcres

prayers for you as you walk this path!

HurtingDad

Prayers and wishes are you do the work that needs to be done. We're here to guide your support and guidance.