" I was tested...And I passed!!!
" I was tested...And I passed!!!
Hi! It's great to be here! Thanks to all who welcomed me!...I passed a very big test this weekend! My husband and kids are out of town. He's in Texas for his job, and the kids (teenagers) went to SC to go four-wheeling. I've been alone for the first time since getting clean...135 days. Friday night, those demons were screaming in my head saying, "it's o.k...no one will know...call your 'connection. Just buy a little bit". Before I got clean, my husband would go out of town and that was my time to really use....total freedom to do so.
I woke up this morning, so happy that I resisted that urge to use! I learned in rehab to "play the tape all the way through", and that's what I did.
Each time I fight that urge to use, it makes me stronger, and for once I can say. " I'm proud of myself."
Thanks for letting me share
I woke up this morning, so happy that I resisted that urge to use! I learned in rehab to "play the tape all the way through", and that's what I did.
Each time I fight that urge to use, it makes me stronger, and for once I can say. " I'm proud of myself."
Thanks for letting me share
congrats! I had my first 'alone weekend' last weekend and it freaked me out going into it, but boy I felt proud when I came out unscathed. Doesn't it just empower you? Good job!
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