11 months!
Acceptance of my disease was key to my sobriety. I have had a problem for many years...but didn't want to accept what I had become. After repeated attempts/failures on trying to get/maintain sobriety on my own, or trying to go back out there..just "one more time" because I just knew things would be different this time...and still ending up defeated in the end (as previous attempts had previously shown me.)
I had to "surrender to win" and quit trying to fight alcohol on my own. It is way too powerful for me to deal with. I went to a meeting and asked for help. I got a sponsor and starting working some steps. I quit hanging out in old hangouts (bars) and had to let go of some friends (bar buddies).
Today I have hope...although at one time I felt hopeless. The people here at SR had a tremendous impact/influence on my sobriety. Lots of support/friends I made here. No matter what happens, I know I don't have to drink today. Recovery is a choice for me today. Once I pick up that drink--I lose the ability to choose, along with everything else I have gained back by staying sober....including respect/trust of my family which I wouldn't trade now for anything.
I had to "surrender to win" and quit trying to fight alcohol on my own. It is way too powerful for me to deal with. I went to a meeting and asked for help. I got a sponsor and starting working some steps. I quit hanging out in old hangouts (bars) and had to let go of some friends (bar buddies).
Today I have hope...although at one time I felt hopeless. The people here at SR had a tremendous impact/influence on my sobriety. Lots of support/friends I made here. No matter what happens, I know I don't have to drink today. Recovery is a choice for me today. Once I pick up that drink--I lose the ability to choose, along with everything else I have gained back by staying sober....including respect/trust of my family which I wouldn't trade now for anything.
Adjusting my Sails
Join Date: Jan 2008
Posts: 1,021
Amazing how time fly's. Fastest 11 months of your life right? I hope you don't mind me saying this but I'm not surprised at all. You have been an example to me of how this sobriety stuff works.
Thank you for all that you have done.
Thank you for all that you have done.
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