Pray for me
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Pray for me
Just pray for me, that i can find a solution with all that is going on.
This is hell right now. I need to make strong choices and i'm gonna need a lot of courage.
Never in my life thought i'd be going through this. But i'm sure i'll be fine.
hugs needed
This is hell right now. I need to make strong choices and i'm gonna need a lot of courage.
Never in my life thought i'd be going through this. But i'm sure i'll be fine.
hugs needed
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just hang in there dude.. I should think you have courage anough for just being here and talking about your problems. I can even remember you from almost a year or so back.. Good that you are still hanging in there
It is just about making the RIGHT choice whats important.... Courage you have enough.
It is just about making the RIGHT choice whats important.... Courage you have enough.
Nuno... Do you want to tell us what's going on? In addition to all the luv and good thoughts and support going your way, you might also get a few ideas Whatever the case, hold on to Serenity so as to make the changes you need with peace in your heart.
Morning Nuno. Glad you posted, I am including in my prayers that you can find peace and strength to know what to do. If you need some support we are here for you. Stay strong and know you are not alone. God bless. :praying
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it's harder cuz i don't take any meds for anxiety. they don't work. my body got so used to it, that i would need to take the double or triple for it to have an effect. so this anxiety is killing my stomach, i have this acute pain that is eating me... i guess time will help,i'm also allergic to a series of meds, so that is out of the question.
sometimes i don't know if it's the gastritis or the anxiety or both of them. i have been having anxiety crisis everyday. i get in a state that is really hard to bare. sometimes it's very despairing. i just sit on the floor holding my stomach trying to cry and it doesn't come out. sleeping is a disaster, i eat the double and facing silence is incredibly hard cuz it hurts beyond words.
coming here, seeing people who've been through what i've been through makes me know that it's ok. and besides i know God won't let me fall, i deserve joy.
i feel alone. i know i'm the only one who can change this. but i just wanted to vent. i never thought my twenties would be like this. but i have to change that. i have a final lab tomorrow and i really didn't want to go, but i have to.
when i get well, i never again want to feel this way. if there's hell on earth, then this is how it feels to me.
sometimes i don't know if it's the gastritis or the anxiety or both of them. i have been having anxiety crisis everyday. i get in a state that is really hard to bare. sometimes it's very despairing. i just sit on the floor holding my stomach trying to cry and it doesn't come out. sleeping is a disaster, i eat the double and facing silence is incredibly hard cuz it hurts beyond words.
coming here, seeing people who've been through what i've been through makes me know that it's ok. and besides i know God won't let me fall, i deserve joy.
i feel alone. i know i'm the only one who can change this. but i just wanted to vent. i never thought my twenties would be like this. but i have to change that. i have a final lab tomorrow and i really didn't want to go, but i have to.
when i get well, i never again want to feel this way. if there's hell on earth, then this is how it feels to me.
Last edited by Alive; 11-17-2008 at 07:22 AM. Reason: venting
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Nuno I have faith in you my friend that you will get through this-Here are extra special hugs and prayers coming your way to help guide you in the direction you know is right for yourself-
You are in my thoughts & prayers.
What helps me in anxious times is knowing that I am never alone - I can be with my family & friends, call people who care, or post on this site. I also feel the Creator's presence & strength especially when I am struggling.
We all have our tough times - we are human. You will get through this.
What helps me in anxious times is knowing that I am never alone - I can be with my family & friends, call people who care, or post on this site. I also feel the Creator's presence & strength especially when I am struggling.
We all have our tough times - we are human. You will get through this.
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You got it Nuno. Prayers. Anytime. Always.
Please take care my friend, I'm praying that God will ease your pain and health issues. Have faith that He will.
Please take care my friend, I'm praying that God will ease your pain and health issues. Have faith that He will.
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