Day 520.........almost
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Day 520.........almost
things happen for a reason some ppl take time and some ppl just need time.....I did a little of both.....I needed the time to heal after we miscarried, once again, kept on taking care of our puppies of which we only have 3 dogs now our Spanky gave up the fight a few weeks ago, Edward and I have taken the time to get to know each other better, to come together stronger and at the same time still have a boat load of troubles, but other than that...today I am so much stronger than the woman that I was the last time many ppl saw me on here.
I am taking new meds, on is called ablify as well as my xanax and welbutrin, my good news I have another physician who has taken me off of all of my meds......what does that mean.....after many tests I am NOT diabetic so I dont need to take the insulin that has done a LOT of damage to my body...nor do I have to take any of the 20 other meds my previous doctor had me on......
I have something now that I haven't had in absolutley years.....it is called clarity of mind....the other night watching this historical presidential vote come in I just burst out crying.....Edward asked me what was wrong not sure if it was me or the babies or if I was just tired or all of the million other reason this man is learning I can start crying about....I was crying because I realized even this time last year I wouldn't of stopped long enough to watch the debates let along vote.....this has been such a eye opening few months lately.....I love being sober and not high!!!!!!!!
Now here is the best part of it......Edward and I are now pregnant with twins, something that we didn't think would ever happen with him just having the vasectomy and me and the miscarriages, we are now at 10 almost 11 weeks, and EVERYONE IS HEALTHY AND HAPPY!!!! The awsome news is they believe this time I will carry full term especially now that my body has healed enough from all of the drugs both perscription that I got from a script happy dr and from the streets......I LOVE MY LIFE AND I AM SO DAMN BLESSED......
Love and hugs,
Pamm, Edward and the crew!!!!
P.S.
AMY I LOVE YOU THANKS FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!
P.S.S. thank you sober recovery for being the support when I needed it and the kick in my ass to keep me going !!!!
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I am taking new meds, on is called ablify as well as my xanax and welbutrin, my good news I have another physician who has taken me off of all of my meds......what does that mean.....after many tests I am NOT diabetic so I dont need to take the insulin that has done a LOT of damage to my body...nor do I have to take any of the 20 other meds my previous doctor had me on......
I have something now that I haven't had in absolutley years.....it is called clarity of mind....the other night watching this historical presidential vote come in I just burst out crying.....Edward asked me what was wrong not sure if it was me or the babies or if I was just tired or all of the million other reason this man is learning I can start crying about....I was crying because I realized even this time last year I wouldn't of stopped long enough to watch the debates let along vote.....this has been such a eye opening few months lately.....I love being sober and not high!!!!!!!!
Now here is the best part of it......Edward and I are now pregnant with twins, something that we didn't think would ever happen with him just having the vasectomy and me and the miscarriages, we are now at 10 almost 11 weeks, and EVERYONE IS HEALTHY AND HAPPY!!!! The awsome news is they believe this time I will carry full term especially now that my body has healed enough from all of the drugs both perscription that I got from a script happy dr and from the streets......I LOVE MY LIFE AND I AM SO DAMN BLESSED......
Love and hugs,
Pamm, Edward and the crew!!!!
P.S.
AMY I LOVE YOU THANKS FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!
P.S.S. thank you sober recovery for being the support when I needed it and the kick in my ass to keep me going !!!!
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So awesome Pamm!!!!! I love reading posts like yours. :ghug
Congrats and kudos to you are your hard work and I'm sure TONS of patience!!! It all pays off, doesn't it?
KICK @SS!!!!!!!
Congrats and kudos to you are your hard work and I'm sure TONS of patience!!! It all pays off, doesn't it?
KICK @SS!!!!!!!
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(((Pamm)))
aww, sweetie, so glad to see you back here!!!
I am so proud of you and have noticed how much better you sound when I talk to you. You and E have both come such a long way and it just brings a big smile to my face and my heart.
I love you, too, and am grateful SR put us in each other's path.
Give E, and all my furbaby nieces and nephews a hug for me.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy
aww, sweetie, so glad to see you back here!!!
I am so proud of you and have noticed how much better you sound when I talk to you. You and E have both come such a long way and it just brings a big smile to my face and my heart.
I love you, too, and am grateful SR put us in each other's path.
Give E, and all my furbaby nieces and nephews a hug for me.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy
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wow katz'y, you been busy!
congratulations sweety!
hope one of the twins is a boy!
maybe name him unc'a! lol
all the best of wishes to you, eddy and the katz'y gang!
xxoo and many blessings...
unc'a
congratulations sweety!
hope one of the twins is a boy!
maybe name him unc'a! lol
all the best of wishes to you, eddy and the katz'y gang!
xxoo and many blessings...
unc'a
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The day is early, I have left everyone asleep............my babies have taken up on sleeping on my bladder...........we are still at 6 cats, ok 5 of em are kittens.....I lost my Spanky she died on me about 2 weeks ago more of less, she just laided down beside me and died while she slept......we are still with Quizzy and Cocoa and of course my darling Baby girl...........Cocoa loves playing in the leaves, God knows we have enough of them! And baby girl and Quizzy are just..........strange, they tear my house apart while we are gone yet for some reason when I think about killin( using the term losely sort of a parent thinking on killing their kid for some mishap or other) them they give me t hat please mom we were just trying to have fun and your stuff got in the way.......
Paul has been comming around, that means 2 times in the last 2 months, first time I gave him a hug and told him to have a good life............it wasn't it is good to see you and al of that because he is drinking again.....then he came back around and this time I had my Edward beside me most of the time....I was so mad I could of slapped him, I had just gotten home from the drs and hadn't even had a chance to really tell Edward about the babies.......but Paul begged me for a hug, I knew I wou ld of puked on him if I had gotten close to him I just out right told him no I can't stand to see you like this you are breaking my heart, go get cleaned up.......I cannot be a friend to him at all especially now that I have found out he is playing games with me and trying to get between me and Edward, which just won't happen at all.....yes we have come a long way, we have learned to comunicate..........it really does help when you do it that way!!!!!!!!!!!
ok time to go finish making my curtains for the kitchen!
love the idea uncle rusty...............lol
Love and Hugs,
Pamm, Edward and da crew!
ps pics to be posted soon!
Paul has been comming around, that means 2 times in the last 2 months, first time I gave him a hug and told him to have a good life............it wasn't it is good to see you and al of that because he is drinking again.....then he came back around and this time I had my Edward beside me most of the time....I was so mad I could of slapped him, I had just gotten home from the drs and hadn't even had a chance to really tell Edward about the babies.......but Paul begged me for a hug, I knew I wou ld of puked on him if I had gotten close to him I just out right told him no I can't stand to see you like this you are breaking my heart, go get cleaned up.......I cannot be a friend to him at all especially now that I have found out he is playing games with me and trying to get between me and Edward, which just won't happen at all.....yes we have come a long way, we have learned to comunicate..........it really does help when you do it that way!!!!!!!!!!!
ok time to go finish making my curtains for the kitchen!
love the idea uncle rusty...............lol
Love and Hugs,
Pamm, Edward and da crew!
ps pics to be posted soon!
all the hard work has it's rewards! 
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You Are The Absolute Best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Ty Rella Bella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You Are The Absolute Best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Ty Rella Bella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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