hope213

little j. tried to commit sucide today. they found him with his wrist cut. it took 12 stiches.he is so sad. he has been in a locked down faculity since he was 15,almost 2yrs. now. it make me so sad. i do not know what the lesson in all of this is for me. there is nothing i can do for him or my j. i have cried to night for the first time in a long long time. it just too much. i also found out tonite my j. has been sent to the worst prison in n.c. i guess because of all the yrs he got. it is for violent inmates & it is also death row. it is alot & i do not know how to handle it. i can not help but believe they will both die in prison. before my recovery they found my son hanging in the jail, he had no heart beat & little pulse. please pray for my guys that they can find there light & they can get the strenght they need to endure the pain they r in. it hurts me so bad.

liesagain

:praying

so sorry to hear this I hope hes okay

Ann

Awww, Hope, I am so sorry. At times like this I try to remember that God loves all His children, even the ones who are sick and addicted, and then I try to picture Him watching over our loved ones.

No life is wasted, Hope, each has a purpose even in prison, and my prayers go out for your son and grandson both, that somehow through their pain they can find God's love...it's there, they just haven't seen it yet.

Special hugs and prayers for you too.

marle

Sending my prayers for both of your j's and for you too Hope. I can't imagine the pain that little j must be feeling that at such a young age he tried to take his own life. I hope that he gets some help to deal with those feelings. Take extra good care of yourself. Like you said, you are powerless over this. Your life is important too. Hugs, Marle

mooselips

Aww Hope,
Hugs to you, this is so hard for you.
I'm sending powerful prayers up that little J. finds his way and big J. adapts to his prison lifestyle.




Hugs and hugs....

mjpaao

:praying:praying
Double prayers going up, Hope, I am so sorry this is happening. Addiction can just be so overwhelming, to say the least. Please take care of yourself, and hopefully the boys will find their way to God's love.

itisatruth

hope.....oh sweetie, please know I'm sending prayers, and also love.....you and your family will be in my thoughts and heart.......I like what Ann said, HE will be watching over you all...:praying

CatsPajamas

Hugs and prayers going up for both of your Js and for you too. As others have said, there are incredible lessons to be learned for all involved... and powerful testaments too. God loves all His children.

Cats

cmc

Hope,
I'm so sad to hear about what happened to j. I'll be praying for him to get the help he needs where he is and the same for his dad too.
With heartfelt hopes and wishes from one mom to another:

Prayers for you, j and little j.

BBD

Oh Hope~ I'm so sorry you have to endure all this pain. It's so horrible when the hurt is so bad we can't figure out what to do with it. I'll be praying for both your boys and I know theres a plan for them yet.....YOU take care of yourself and feel the hug I'm sending. Hugs, Bonnie

GwenMarie30

Hope I will say prayers tonight for strength and comfort for you and yours J's. Im sorry seems so inadequate for when you hurt so very much.

baxter

Prayers for you and your J's.

Hugs,

Abundance

Oh my...... please feel my love through here. I'm praying for you and your guys.

xoxooxoxo

Impurrfect

(((Hope)))

I'm so sorry.

Hugs and prayers to both your j's and you, too.

Amy

sleepygoat

your post brought the tears to my eyes. so, prayers have been said for you and your family. For me I have to remember all i can do is stay clean myself and ask HP to help me stay that way so that I can be of service to the next addict...
This disease brings so much pain to everyone. HAS to be straight from hell.

duet_4-8

I'm so sorry! I will keep your family in my prayers. Take care of yourself!

(((((hugs)))))

rahsue

**************{hope}}}}}}}}}}}

lots of hugs and lots of prayers to you and your guys

stay strong,

caileesnana

:praying
for you and yours.

susan

grateful2b

((((Hope)))
I don't have any words,
only prayers for you and your family... Grateful

hope213

thank you all for the prayers. thank you does not sound like enough for all you give. you are my sanity. i am going to write an update post. hugs & prayers to all of you.