ForeverDecember

Why can't I just stop? This hurts so much. I am killing my life by drinking. I can't just stop.

Right now I am drinking and it's Monday night. I have work tomorrow. It took me three goes to write this sentence. I keep lnowing that I have to work tomorrow. I hate this. I hate this need to drink. I didn't even want to drink, except that my body told me that I was ok and that I could drink. I dunno. I don't know what to do.

Pelican

Your body and liqour lied to you. You can not handle the alcohol.

Put the drink down the drain. Drink water and go to bed!

Put the drink down the drain now. Check in later.

BeamMeUpScotty

You took the first step and posted here, now take the second and feed your booze to the toilet. Make it through tonight and tomorrow at work and take it a day, or an hour, or half hour at a time sober. If anybody understands you the people here do. Good luck to you.

BMUS

Anna

Hi,

The addictive mind is very, very powerful and it completely distorts our reality.

You can stop drinking! Get rid of the alcohol in the house. Don't buy anymore today. Go home from work tonight and make yourself do something completely different than usual. Stay around SR if you're looking for support.