lindyg30

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well day 2 i try yesterday done not bad reducing my self with the stuff i feel emotional drain though i will prove to certain ppl i can do as they think im a no hoper or relying on them i am 30 and ino i dont deserve to be treated with kindness he speak to me like i am the most disgusting thing walking hes my lover not my rival but hey who am i :praying

Ananda

You do deserve love, kindness and respect. And you can get sober regardless of anyone!

Please keep posting...let us get to know you and help you :ghug3

four812

hey way to go lindy

i am glad you are here and congradulations on your clean time

you can do this

and together we can stay clean and sober and learn to live a new life

thanks for your inspiration that comes from dealing with your difficulties and stayhing clean

ANGELINA243

Don't ever tell yourself you don't deserve to be treated with kindness. We all have messed up while "active" in our addiction. I know I have. All I can do is try--on a daily basis to do better--try not to repeat past mistakes. Your loved ones may be hurt by what you have done in your past--but there is nothing you can do to take it back. You can make better choices from this point on to help better yourself, and in turn--you new way of living can be a testimony to those around you. After all, our actions speak louder than our words.