Just cant get over this feeling
Just cant get over this feeling
Over the weekend this certain person came on my computer from Im. I tried to find out who this person was and by have this person write back, I figured it out. I just could not let on that I knew who this person was even though I wanted to I just couldnt. I believe it was what I learned from the program not to open the door to the past to let something in. I felt bad afterwards cause I really wanted to talk to this person even though it would be very wrong, just couldnt get over that feeling. I wanted to apologize for all the things that I have done and just to see how the person is doing. Also to let them know that I have changed and to thank for some of the help that I now realize that they have giving me. I know that it is not wrong to feel like this but I just cant help feeling this way. Maybe one day I will get the chance to talk to this person and if not that is ok too. Just needed to get this off my chest.
i am struggling with something very similar. one of my best friends is still heavily into drugs. after changing my phone number, i still wanted to call her and see how she was doing. after all, we had been friends for 7 years. but i realized that to get involved with her again would not be good for my sobriety. its hard, and maybe someday she will be at a place in her life where sobriety is as important to her as it is to me. till then, i'll have to keep my distance.
thanks for your honesty!
thanks for your honesty!
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