Arghhhh, I hate this..
Arghhhh, I hate this..
My Mom has been staying with me for awhile, and she left this morning.
She came to help me deal with some stuff.
But we got everything taken care of and since she has a life and I have
a life, things have to go back to normal, lol.
We had an amazing time. But the first day she leaves is always the
hardest, I always forget how hard it is. Of course for a long time I
just did a line to not deal with it. But those days are long gone.
She called me when she got home, and started crying, and of course
I started crying again.....
I hate this.....
Anyways..... I'm just venting, :chatter I hate days like today so bad.....
I keep thinking what can I do to make me feel better, but there
is nothing..... lol, well nothing that I will allow myself to do. Ha Ha.
Life just has to suck sometimes to get through it.
She came to help me deal with some stuff.
But we got everything taken care of and since she has a life and I have
a life, things have to go back to normal, lol.
We had an amazing time. But the first day she leaves is always the
hardest, I always forget how hard it is. Of course for a long time I
just did a line to not deal with it. But those days are long gone.
She called me when she got home, and started crying, and of course
I started crying again.....
I hate this.....
Anyways..... I'm just venting, :chatter I hate days like today so bad.....
I keep thinking what can I do to make me feel better, but there
is nothing..... lol, well nothing that I will allow myself to do. Ha Ha.
Life just has to suck sometimes to get through it.
8 Thank You Ladies :ghug
She doesn't live that far, just up North, and I live down South. Like San Fran area, and I'm in Hollyweird. So not bad it's just a hop, skip and jump really.
It was much easier before the då¥s of Gas was $92.00 a gallon, I could just run on up there for the weekend, but it costs a lot to do that now.
I will most likely be åble to see them at Christmas, depending on the SAG negotiations/Strike.
I've come a long way though, I remember sitting at home crying on Christmas 3 years ago when I was first clean trying to come up with enough money to buy myself a package of top ramen.
So it's not a bad thing, it's just that first day she leaves, ughh it kills me..
I'm just a baby. lol
She doesn't live that far, just up North, and I live down South. Like San Fran area, and I'm in Hollyweird. So not bad it's just a hop, skip and jump really.
It was much easier before the då¥s of Gas was $92.00 a gallon, I could just run on up there for the weekend, but it costs a lot to do that now.
I will most likely be åble to see them at Christmas, depending on the SAG negotiations/Strike.
I've come a long way though, I remember sitting at home crying on Christmas 3 years ago when I was first clean trying to come up with enough money to buy myself a package of top ramen.
So it's not a bad thing, it's just that first day she leaves, ughh it kills me..
I'm just a baby. lol
I did see her about a month ago, and I am trying to get there at the end of November. I don't have a car anymore so my sister would have to come get me. When I was using I did not keep contact with her or anybody in my family...typical addict!
Hi Done -- just wanted to say hope you are feeling a bit better....Christmas is not that far away! I have already seen Christmas trees in stores! Already! SO hang in there, tomorrow is almost here -- go outside and watch the sunset or something.....take a walk.....spread some of that good advice you always give!
Hugs--
Hugs--
Hi Done -- just wanted to say hope you are feeling a bit better....Christmas is not that far away! I have already seen Christmas trees in stores! Already! SO hang in there, tomorrow is almost here -- go outside and watch the sunset or something.....take a walk.....spread some of that good advice you always give!
Hugs--
Hugs--
Ha Ha, I did manage to drop it on some lady when I was paying, the handle hit her on the head, and then on my way out I got the pole stuck between my legs, (DON'T EVEN ASK) and I tripped and fell into someone..
I guess I'm not a good mop carrier.
But at least I got out.... and no broken bones and one mop duster!! 8
So I do feel a little better, I just can't wait for this day to be over.
Ha Ha, I did manage to drop it on some lady when I was paying, the handle hit her on the head, and then on my way out I got the pole stuck between my legs, (DON'T EVEN ASK) and I tripped and fell into someone..
I guess I'm not a good mop carrier.
I guess I'm not a good mop carrier.
Good for you!
Done, I am sorry, hon,and you are not a baby..but you know what struck me right off the top??
how lucky you and your mom are to have such a sweet mother-daughter love...
does she have the internet?
maybe if you don't already..you could chat online everyday.and maybe get your hands on some second hand web-cams so you two can see each other when you chat....
thank you for sharing...so sweet...
how lucky you and your mom are to have such a sweet mother-daughter love...
does she have the internet?
maybe if you don't already..you could chat online everyday.and maybe get your hands on some second hand web-cams so you two can see each other when you chat....
thank you for sharing...so sweet...
Done, I am sorry, hon,and you are not a baby..but you know what struck me right off the top??
how lucky you and your mom are to have such a sweet mother-daughter love...
does she have the internet?
maybe if you don't already..you could chat online everyday.and maybe get your hands on some second hand web-cams so you two can see each other when you chat....
thank you for sharing...so sweet...
how lucky you and your mom are to have such a sweet mother-daughter love...
does she have the internet?
maybe if you don't already..you could chat online everyday.and maybe get your hands on some second hand web-cams so you two can see each other when you chat....
thank you for sharing...so sweet...
sit in front of the web cam. I have ADD also so I would probably be like
Hang On, I'll be right back, and then forget that she was in front. LOL
But I do send her emails and forwards all the time.
And I did buy her a card today...
how lucky you and your mom are to have such a sweet mother-daughter love...
Thank You..
I love the relationship you hae with your mom - It sounds wonderful for both of you. I'm sorry you are a little blue because she is gone for now, but I'm grateful you have such a wonderful love to share.
Some of the brightest points in my day are when my daughter sends little notes and I love you's through emails. I smile from ear to ear. Bet your mom does too.
Here's some extra big hugs from one of your adopted moms. :day4
Some of the brightest points in my day are when my daughter sends little notes and I love you's through emails. I smile from ear to ear. Bet your mom does too.
Here's some extra big hugs from one of your adopted moms. :day4
what about a sister hug ((((((()))))))
i love my mum but never ever cried when she goes and i go away. Fortunately though as she lives in France and me in Hong Kong! That'll be hard otherwise...
It's getting more difficult now with Mia cos we got even closer with my mum, who was there when Mia was borned and stayed for the first 2 months. So we call & email frequently. it helps.
hugs to you
carine
i love my mum but never ever cried when she goes and i go away. Fortunately though as she lives in France and me in Hong Kong! That'll be hard otherwise...
It's getting more difficult now with Mia cos we got even closer with my mum, who was there when Mia was borned and stayed for the first 2 months. So we call & email frequently. it helps.
hugs to you
carine
Wishing you a more pleasant day today....
But, so glad that you had those feelings yesterday for many reasons.
You have such a wonderful relationship with your mom;
And you're able to feel.
Remember, even when times are tough, as they were yesterday for you, all things will pass. Sounds trite when you're in the middle of those sad feelings, but, it always remains true.
And, no, I won't ask about the mop!!!
Shalom!
But, so glad that you had those feelings yesterday for many reasons.
You have such a wonderful relationship with your mom;
And you're able to feel.
Remember, even when times are tough, as they were yesterday for you, all things will pass. Sounds trite when you're in the middle of those sad feelings, but, it always remains true.
And, no, I won't ask about the mop!!!
Shalom!
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