flgirl

I miss my daddy more than I can say. He died in 1993. A week after Christmas...I followed the ambulance in to to the hospital. I saw the ambulance go by my house slowly, which meant that they were doing CPR...I come from a firefighting/cop family, so I knew what it meant...I have mixed feelings about my father for various reasons...not sure I want to post them here..I haven't thought about this for a long time and it is hard. It makes me want to disappear.

CarolD

Yes...not all of my memories are happy ones ether.
I doubt any ones are.
Sorry you are feeling sad just now.
Sooo....
prayers for your healing and peace
Mega Hugs too.

Ananda

I can relate flgirl.....it can be very tough.

BUTTERFLY-7

flgirl I'm so sorry about your Dad I Hope on this Day
you could find the comfort you deserve

I Don't know but I Will Freak out when that time comes
that my Dad departs from this Gods Green Earth
I always pray on that for God to prepare me for that Day
cause weather I Like it or Not is Bound to happened
I just don't know when

DSodaNow

Flgirl- These days of rememberance are hard when we have lost loved ones. I hope that you find some peace today.

ThisIsTheDay

I know flgirl...these days can be hard ones...just like all the holidays can be!

My Father passed when I was 6 years old, Lost my Mother in 2000...
All Grandparents passed years ago...

Hope your day get's a bit brighter!

flgirl

I am not feeling any brighter. Sorry for being such a downer.

least

You're not a downer, you're a human being with feelings and family. Don't apologize for how you feel. Let it out so it won't boil over inside you and do damage.:ghug3:praying

flgirl

Least, honey,

Do you have any idea how much I love you? I will not disclose on here my issues, but damn baby. I am very proud of you. You get stronger and stronger every day!

Klynn33

((flgirl)) - sorry you're having such a hard day. I find it hard, not because my father has passed away, but because he is still around, but we don't have a relationship. For a number of reasons as well - most of them my inability to forgive or get past the "blame". Both too stubborn to make the first move I suppose. He recently had heart surgery and suffered 3 strokes, so I'm not sure he would be absolutely sure who i was anyway. Reading stories like yours makes me feel even more selfish about it. At least I have the chance.....you don't. and I'm sorry

ROFL

((((FLGirl)))) I hope you're feeling better today!

HeavyJ

Hey Flgirl,

Hang in there, I'm sending happy great sober thoughts your way. Enjoy the good memopries of your father.

Heavy