I went to the dark side
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I went to the dark side
It's been one year since I have been to this site. I was sober then. And I am now, as of May 6, 2008. I tried so hard, but fell back in and I am angry at myself but mostly sad because I once again, lost the trust in those I love. I a am attending meetings and have support. Sooooo, that's good. I had to check myself in to detox. I was to sick to attempt it alone. At least that is how I felt.
same planet...different world
Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: Butte, America
Posts: 10,946
hi meteroid and welcome back.
So many don't make it back.
I'm glad to read you went to recovery.
Thre's nothing to be angry with the Self about over that.
I mean, we spend so much time being upset with ourselves
that life ... just passes us.
It's such a sad waste of living-ness.
So what's the plan now?
What's going on in God's Country these days?
So many don't make it back.
I'm glad to read you went to recovery.
Thre's nothing to be angry with the Self about over that.
I mean, we spend so much time being upset with ourselves
that life ... just passes us.
It's such a sad waste of living-ness.
So what's the plan now?
What's going on in God's Country these days?
bona fido dog-lover
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: SF Bay area, CA
Posts: 99,781
Glad you found your way back to a safe place. I was in detox three times this year and it wasn't til the last time, got home a week ago, that I was finally able to 'let go' and surrender my alcoholism. Just giving up the fight, and I have to surrender each day, has helped me more than anything.
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