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Old 05-12-2008, 02:00 PM
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i'm asahmed of myself

but am going badk to rehab tomorrow as soon as they have a bed abaialiaable. i can't waaait to ge t stared.. my best dog friend is coiming to tkae my dogs to her house to care for while i am goine. thank yo u angeloa. i'm sorry for worrying ever one here, and for what? i feel sorthless and less ahtan human. i willtry to get my life straight while in rehab. i so desperately need the help. i can t do ot it on my onw. i'm not srong enough. please for give me for worrying you needlessney. i will come back clean and human, thre the grace of 'god. please pray for me, i will need it. i'm so afraid. i apoloizice for my shortcomings and mistakes. please for give me for them.
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:06 PM
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prayers and support to you, least. you are making a good decision. hugs, k
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((((((least))))))

You will do fine. You can do this, and you definitely are making the right decision. Prayers to you, sweetie.
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No apologies necessary - we've all been there in some fashion

I'm glad to hear all this
we'll be here when you get back

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Old 05-12-2008, 02:16 PM
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Hey Most. I can't call you Least. It's just wrong.

You are making the right call to go back to rehab. I know there are many here that will be thinking of you and rooting and praying for you while you are gone. Your apologies are so unnecessary.

You have the same light shining in you that each of us has. You know that wonderful part of people you love? You have that too. You know how much you love your dogs? You have that loveable spirit in you too. We all do. It's just there. Whether we know it or not. The same way 2+2=4 even when we are babies and we don't know math. It doesn't change the truth of it.

So you are just starting again. You can do this. We'll be here waiting to here from you when you get back.

Love, MLE
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I REALLY so not deserve such kindness, but thank you for it anyway, deserved or not.
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:20 PM
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:21 PM
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Hang in there Most (like that mle ). We'll be waiting for you. "Nothing Changes if Nothing Changes". I love that saying.
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I'm glad you made this decision - thanks for thinking of us and letting us know - we'll be waiting to hear how things are going and you'll be in my prayers. Jomey
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:26 PM
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I wish you well, Least!
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:29 PM
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You'll do great "Most"

And your dogs will be happy. I had a to leave mine to go to treatment, and when I came back things were so good. When I left they couldn't be in the same room - now they can. And they were well cared for. Every time I asked about them my mom told me their fine - don't worry about it.

And it was true


See you on the otherside of rehab!
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:34 PM
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I'll be:praying for you My Dear friend,

this is Gods way of showing
you that he has not Giving up on you, so Don't you Give up on you,
or God, He Luvs you unconditionally,

I had to find that out not went
I'm doing good, or every body is patting me on my back, but when
I fail,when I can't carry my self to that special place of Mental health
or sobriety, or what ever it is he will do for you what you can't do for
yourself,God Bless you,

and remember you are Special God doesn't create junk
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:35 PM
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Least, you are not different from us!

We have all been where you are, felt the pain you are in. Believe me, we have all felt like you do now.

It has to get this bad before we can move on from it. Its just addiction, you are not alone.
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:36 PM
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This is a step that you should be proud of! How much courage does it take to commit to rehab?!!!

Good for you!

See ya when ya get back!
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Old 05-12-2008, 02:50 PM
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It takes courage and strength to do what you're doing. See you in a few weeks!
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Old 05-12-2008, 04:38 PM
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Good luck Least .
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Old 05-12-2008, 05:07 PM
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