resentful wife

Hubby's back in the hospital for the 4th time since surgery in Jan. He had just got out 2 wks ago from having pneumonia of the lower left lung. White count had shot up to 35000, this time it's pneumonia of the upper right lung and white count is .2, yes that's point two no white count to fight this with and most scary is that he told the nurse that he thought he was going to die.
This pneumonia is of the hospital variety so therefore the most resistant to treatment. The nurse said it could go either way. He's not talking to me about it, still trying to protect me feels that its his problem and he's the one that has to deal with it.
I'm scared, tired, numb and afraid that he has given up. I need ya'alls prayers cause I can't seem to find any in me right now and I don't know why. I know and believe that it's all in God's hands and I don't understand why it feels like I'm unable to talk to God.
Well I'm going to read a bit more then go to the hospital about the time I know Dr's will be there. Thanks everyone.
Linda

barb dwyer

*prayers*

Impurrfect

(((Linda)))

Hugs and prayers for you both.

Amy

marle

Sending prayers that your husband will continue to fight and that he will be able to come home really soon and be healthy. Prayers for you too to find some peace and rest. Hugs, Marle

least

I've asked God to please help you and your husband in giving you peace and some semblance of "normality"

love, least xox

Jomey

Prayers out. Remember, God knows what is in your heart, even when you can't find the words to tell Him. Love, Jomey

Anna

Hi Linda,

I understand how you feel unable to talk to god in the midst of this situation, but know he is there. My prayers go out to you and your family.

gravity

My prayers for you & your husband.

NOMOMERLOTMAMMA

Sending up the prayers for you both..

Aysha

tennis71

My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your husband.

:praying

Toomutch

Linda,
My prayers are with you and your husband. Please know that God is always there with you. (((Linda)))

22NGONE

Linda,

May God bless you and strengthen you in these hard times. I hope your husband has a full recovery.

John

adore79

Sending prayers your way Linda. Hope things get better. :ghug3

CarolD

(+) (+) (+)
Healing and Comfort Prayers
Gentle Hugs too.

resentful wife

Thank You, EVERYONE! Ya'all do my heart good. He's in a better frame of mind this afternoon and back to wanting to fight it. He knows that there is no cure only control, but as long as he stays fighting he'll live longer. They say that it's not the cancer that kills them, it's the treatment and all the infections that happen and I can see where that is true. It's hard to stay UP when your sick every two weeks. Again Thank You and mega prayers back at you!
Linda

barb dwyer

thanks for the update as well...