orviske

I have to keep telling myself, even though I detest my job and all the time spent on the road away from my family....maybe it was good this time.

Maybe it was good to spend time away from my SO. For us both to think individually about the paths we are going down.

Lastnight on the phone, he said to me "I'm thinking of deleting all the numbers of people that have anything to do with that little white devil....and if someone calls me whose number I don't recognize, I'm not going to answer..."

I realize it is not that easy....but even for him to say it is a start. And I have to say I was overjoyed.

Unfortunately he is the leader to my follower....and I'm a sucker for the mind-altering experiences he offers.....and I'm not blaming him...it just means that I have to be that much stronger....

I realized that I can be strong for me. I can resist the temptation, for me. And I can be supportive of him, and his disease without getting caught up in it......

Lastnight was my first on-line meeting in the Chatroom.....and what a wonderful experience. I can't wait to get back in town next week to go to a f2f meeting with my SO!

Many happy returns of the day....stay strong..

"Don't compromise yourself, you're all you've got" ~J Joplin


K

Aysha

Dean62

I can't wait to hear how the meeting goes for the 2 of you. I know you will enjoy it.

Stay strong, you are in my prayers. :praying

indigo

I hope everything goes well for you both.