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Old 02-16-2008, 08:15 AM
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very close call

For those of you who may have been wondering where I've been, I've been in the hospital for the last week. I was released yesterday, but am going into inpatient treatment at a clinic that does psych treatment and alcohol rehab. It's a great 30 day program; my friends at work are paying for a part of the cost and lending me the rest. I feel very blessed for their support.

On Friday the 8th, I took an overdose of pills and drank 1/5th of vodka. I wasn't consciously trying to commit suicide, but I certainly could have died if my husband and friend hadn't found me right away. So I was in the ICU for a day, and then off to the psychiatric hospital for a week. There are complicated reasons (not entirely clear to me) for why I tried to hurt myself that way, but I'll write about those later.

The good news is that they found me right after my attempt, and the ER staff gave me charcoal to absorb the alcohol, as well as other treatment. By Saturday afternoon, my liver panels were normal and blood alcohol down to almost zero.

The psych hospital was interesting--some good things and some very very bad things. My psychiatrist was great, though, and I'm looking forward to inpatient psych and alcohol treatment at a better facility.

I'll post more later--

Peace,

Jana
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Old 02-16-2008, 08:22 AM
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That was a close call Jana. You are indeed blessed to have such good friends! I hope the treatment goes well for you...looking foward to reading about your success .
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Count your blessings...the outcome could have been so, so different...and tragic, for your friends and family! Let this be a lesson...learn from it...make the very best of this opportunity for recovery you're being given. What wonderful co-workers you must have!
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Jana,

I am so sorry to hear this.

Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing.
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Old 02-16-2008, 08:31 AM
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take good care of yourself, jana.

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Hi Jana,

Wishing you all the best. I'm very happy, relieved even, that you are getting the help you need and the support of your friends. Take really good care of yourself.
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Hello Jana, sorry to hear what you are going through. It must be a big comfort to know that you have so much support, best wishes for your recovery.
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Old 02-16-2008, 01:39 PM
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thanks everyone

I'll let you know more when I get my plans for rehab firmed up.

Peace,

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Old 02-16-2008, 01:44 PM
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I am so pleased you made it back to us Jana.
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Old 02-16-2008, 01:46 PM
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Hi Jana,

I am glad you made it back to us too. You are truly blessed. It is great that your co-workers are helping with your rehab. Please keep us posted.
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Hi Jana, I'm so glad your all right and back with us. I enjoy reading your posts. Take care of yourself and I wish you well with your treatment.

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Old 02-16-2008, 02:42 PM
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Glad that you are okay and finding the help you need to do the work you need to do. Thank you for sharing what you're going through.
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Old 02-16-2008, 02:50 PM
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I've been there, Jana, and I remember it vividly. Thank God you have support and are seeking help. Please keep us posted. Remember, recovery IS possible - you can do this. I'm so glad you survived.
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Thank your lucky stars and be grateful.
I believe everything happens for a reason.
You saved your loved ones alot of grief and misery.
I am so glad to hear your plan.
Good luck and never give up.
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Old 02-17-2008, 04:01 PM
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gratitude

One of the things I've noticed about being on SR is that I feel a lot of gratitude toward the other members and the support that I've been getting. It's a good feeling. Here's some more gratitude comin' atcha--

tanyapmc, Barb, Carol, little-el, Rowan, and Pilgrim (and anybody I accidentally forgot): thanks so much. It means so much to me.

Peace,

Jana
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Old 02-17-2008, 04:04 PM
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glad your still with us and good to meet you Jana
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