coming_clean

I made it past day one. I slept for over ten hours, but I still woke up tired. So, on to day two.

Still doing it...

nandm

:ghug3

StayinAlive

sleep as much as you need too, we will still be here when you wake :ghug

barb dwyer

Good for you. We're here.

coming_clean

few hours later...

went to the gym, it felt good to excersize. After that I went to do some groceries, and I went to another mall, were there are no coffeeshops. Even tough the nearest coffeeshop was a twenty minutes bikeride and the weather was awfull i was still trying to convince myself to smoke a joint. And even worse, that i could quit on my own! that I did not need you guys to help and guide me. But, I this is not the first time i'm trying to quit, so I know myself a little by now, and I did not fall for it! The thruth is, wether I make it this time or not, I DO need you guys, your support, digital hugs and guidance. I am an addict and I cannot do this on my own.

thank you all, and I am gratefull for knowing this

coming_clean

add:

still doing it

indigo

WTG hugs coming your way.:ghug3

barb dwyer

and now it is three.

coming_clean

once again a few hours later...

I made it through the crucial part of the day. The rest of the day I will be surrounded by sober nice people so that should go okay.

I will be checking in tomorrow, on to day 3!!!

still doing it!

caitlin666

really proud of you CC

:ghug3

nogard

wtg

grateful2b

you're doing good, bud

tanyapmc

Yes, your doing very well. Keep it up!