kermit

It seems to have been soooo long since I have been to a meeting, with Mom and Dad, having to deal with NOT dealing with my ex. My ex seems to think just because he is rehab all is oky.. Well it's not. I have learned to ignore the e-mails from his GF, I can't read one ,ore time how great he is doing and how he wants to make amends. I feel that my Mom won't even try and get better. I know that there are things she can do for herself, but she keeps asking can you get me this get me that ect... I need her to go home and I told her so and now she makes me feel guilty. I'm tired of being treated like a piece of ****. I have been ignored my whole life and now I'm not supposed to have my OWN life.
I missed my friends leading the meeting, which pissed me off. He has become a good friend and it upset me not to be there.
My daughter even stays away because she is tired of Grandma. and i don't blame her, but I miss her.
I'm going to my meeting tonight. Look out!

splendra

I am glad you are getting to a meeting ((((kermit))).

Hopefully it will give you some much needed input. Be gentle with yourself okay?