ShawMac

Hello everyone--Ive Been here before-- Im SICK- Ive been Drrinkining-- I need help!!!

Rowan

Welcome back - if you feel as though you are in danger, please call someone to take you to the ER. Recovery is possible. Maybe get yourself to bed and sleep it off - begin fresh in the morning? You can do this.

ANGELINA243

Glad you are here...you are in the right place.

ShawMac

I asm SOOO ashamed of myselef-- This BINGE has nothing to do with new years stuff--it JUST HAPPENEND --OK Please , for GODS SAke --HELPP withh SSOMETHING!!!

ShawMac

Thank you ROWAN--Im not thatb bad off for ER stuff-- Ive done thatv before-- Im OK in that Regard-- However Im pretty screwed uo nevertheless

ANGELINA243

Binge drinking can be deadly...How much did you drink? Do you think you need medical attention?

CarolD

Please try to calm down.
Start drinking a lot of water
to flush your body.

Keep the ER in mind.

Rowan

Well - if it's sobriety you're looking for, you've been there before, and you know what you need to do. Are you ready?

ShawMac

Thank You --and of course youre correctb on your counts -- I cannot believe Im back here riding the same train I rode bekore-- Im SOO ASHAMED

ShawMac

All the peoplle Im associated with will now whaat happened-- Im SCARED-- my boss is going to know what happened - I Love her to death, and I know she lovees me to death but IM SCARED

Rowan

Don't be ashamed of yourself - you made it 3 months before this, didn't you? I had several attempts myself before I could stay stopped. Have a nice cold drink of water and get yourself to bed. Everything is going to be okay.

ShawMac

Thanx Rowan-- your words are kind and helpful--Im actually "crying" right now over my situation-- I dont know what to do-- I feel helpless and alone

Rowan

You aren't alone. I understand what it's like - I've been there many, many times.

ShawMac

For what itys worth I drank A couple of bottles of wine(big ones)- And Im working on a 12-pack--I just discovered that my moneuys all gone(800 dollars worth) --- I think my mom came over and took it(God I hope)-- Hey Dont get the wrong idea-- I know tahat probably sounds like a Crack thing or something--thats not the case(it really is just beer and wine(but thats obviosly enough--Im sick as HELL)

Rowan

While you're able, why don't you get rid of the 12 pack? You think you feel sick NOW?
I'm off for the night - I hope you take the suggestion of a glass of water and BED.
I hope to see a sober post in the morning

CarolD

Shawn....get in a cold shower
drink cold water
stick your finger down your throat to throw up

Go to bed and watch TV

Stop drinking ..you are already drunk.

ShawMac

Hey look., Imscarerd abt> myboss-- Ive done thisi to her 4 timews( I guess thiss is 5) in the past year and a-half-- I end uop being "out of commision" for like aweek or so--shes in "recovery " as well but she has turned her addiction into workaholism(BIGTIME) Im scared-- I dont know What to do--She actually doesnt work the "program" in any sense--she just "QUIT" and of course denigrates any one who cant do the same

best

How scared are you?

Scared enough to dump out what you have left?
Scared enough to try doing what others have found worked for them?

What worked for me was being so scared of repeating things I had done when drunk or maybe one day causing the death of someone because I was drinking and driving...even thought that jail would be in my future unless I stopped.

So how scared are you?

How many of that 12 pack do you have left?
Are you scared enough to dump them and start the new year on a better path?

You made it 3 months yes?
You can do it again. One day at a time is how I stay sober and one day at a time is how you can do the same.

ShawMac

Thank you every one for all your kind words-- Im just SICK and STUPID riht now( although im a very intelligent person--Im aGeologist actually-- but right now I clean houses for a living-- I guess you can fill in the pictures as to why that is--Its actually not that bad

ShawMac

Thank you BEST