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Sorry you are going thru all this. Please do think of yourself and your daughter. You both deserve much better than life with an alcoholic. You do not want her growing up thinking alcoholism is normal, learning the codependent behaviors.
That is one of the physical signs of excessive alcohol consumption.
That is one of the physical signs of excessive alcohol consumption.
Sorry you are going through this. It is very sad. It takes courage and strength to do what is best for your child. I am very proud of you for doing that. I wish my mother would have had those qualities. My life may have turned out quite differently.
A couple of things kind of jumped out at me, though.
It was very difficult for me, but I had to dig deep into myself and figure out why an active alcoholic was "everything I could ever want."
So, both the important, serious relationships you have had have been with addicts? The other thing both of those relationships had in common is you.
It might be time to stay away from relationships for a little while and develop one with yourself. Maybe get a therapist or do some reading on codependency. Both have been very enlightening for me.
Best wishes,
L
A couple of things kind of jumped out at me, though.
It might be time to stay away from relationships for a little while and develop one with yourself. Maybe get a therapist or do some reading on codependency. Both have been very enlightening for me.
Best wishes,
L
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Location: Kansas City
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I completely get where you are. My AH still melts my heart every time I see him, even after almost 11 years together. He is wonderful in so many ways, but is definitely, forever and always, an alcoholic. This fact burns me to no end, and I'm also trying my best to "make it through til January" when I'll supposedly get the guts to end it. The most I can tell you right now is this: If I can find an inner peace, a feeling of having a SELF or some serenity while I'm living with him now - I have to believe that I will be amazing when it's just me. Right?
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