anxious
knucklehead
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anxious
i woke up this morning feeling unsecure and anxious to start another day. i struggled to get my feet on the cold floor. i did get out of bed and the first thing i did was to boot up this old computar and get on line. it is the beginning of day 2. today i will not drink. i have no alcohol in my posession. today i am not going to buy any. i am afraid of the struggle that lays ahead. i have thrown in the towel to many times in the last ten years. yes ten years ago i started to drink again. the last ten years have not been all bad. i have been blessed in many drifferent ways. i am tired of this battle with myself. i have won some and lost some. but ultimatly i have lost cause i can not seem to stop the drink for any period of time. well anyway today is day 2 and i will not drink today.
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Join Date: Nov 2003
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today is day 2 for me to and I also have been drinking for the past 10 years I woke up scared in the decade of drinking I managed 2 90 day stints of sobriety the last ten years of my life have been a nightmare somehow it will be different won't it? good luck
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You are both off to a good start kckman & Second Sobriety 
. Day 2 is one more day than yesterday... see how it adds up already 
? It will be different this time if you make it different. Turning on the computer and coming here was a good decision... just try to make good choices for the rest of today. Before you know it you will be on day 3.
. Day 2 is one more day than yesterday... see how it adds up already ? It will be different this time if you make it different. Turning on the computer and coming here was a good decision... just try to make good choices for the rest of today. Before you know it you will be on day 3.
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Join Date: Feb 2007
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Congratulations on making a decision to stop. It is possible to have a wonderful life sober. I am am alcoholic and I have managed to stop by going to AA after finding I couldn't stay stopped without help. Welcome!!
Forward we go...side by side-Rest In Peace
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kckman....Welcome back to SR!
Second Sobriety...nice to see you here Welcome!
It's always wise the check with your doctor before
quitting abruptly especially if you have been drinking for years.
A medically supervised de tox may be necessary for safety.
There is a sticky post in Alcoholism..
"Quitting, what to expect" that is helful.
Please look at #48
Take care...
Second Sobriety...nice to see you here Welcome!
It's always wise the check with your doctor before
quitting abruptly especially if you have been drinking for years.
A medically supervised de tox may be necessary for safety.
There is a sticky post in Alcoholism..
"Quitting, what to expect" that is helful.
Please look at #48
Take care...
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