day 69!
simplysober
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day 69!
today is day # 69 for me!
the changes in me are really cool-
I was watching a movie tonight, and there was a typical scene with people sitting around a campfire,smoking pot,drinking getting all wasted- and i was actually grossed out by it all! amazing, I used to love a good time (or what i thought was a good time involving drinking) My whole veiw has changed on alcohol- when i think about it it makes me ill. bizarre.
I dont have any cravings. or desire to drink at all- its like it all went away- like i grew up and realised i have done enough drinking for a lifetime and now im ready for sober fun and sober friends and sober life
not getting bombed every night sure allows for more productive time- im almost done with my at home course at new york institute for photography and i love it.
Im working really hard on my wedding photography business and loving that too.
the other day i was cleaning my laundry area, and there were 4 boxes of empty wine in the corner hidden,,,,,,, weird to see that.
i love being sober and highly reccomend it! lol
also, i hardly get into fights with my boyfriend anymore, things dont set me off like they used to. so much of my energy was wasted when i was drunk, seeing things so unlike they really were.
im so thankful to have this chance to start over and actually live my life sober and real
hugs
maria
the changes in me are really cool-
I was watching a movie tonight, and there was a typical scene with people sitting around a campfire,smoking pot,drinking getting all wasted- and i was actually grossed out by it all! amazing, I used to love a good time (or what i thought was a good time involving drinking) My whole veiw has changed on alcohol- when i think about it it makes me ill. bizarre.
I dont have any cravings. or desire to drink at all- its like it all went away- like i grew up and realised i have done enough drinking for a lifetime and now im ready for sober fun and sober friends and sober life
not getting bombed every night sure allows for more productive time- im almost done with my at home course at new york institute for photography and i love it.
Im working really hard on my wedding photography business and loving that too.
the other day i was cleaning my laundry area, and there were 4 boxes of empty wine in the corner hidden,,,,,,, weird to see that.
i love being sober and highly reccomend it! lol
also, i hardly get into fights with my boyfriend anymore, things dont set me off like they used to. so much of my energy was wasted when i was drunk, seeing things so unlike they really were.
im so thankful to have this chance to start over and actually live my life sober and real
hugs
maria
same here SS....quite surprising really, how much of it was my warped perceptions. take the alcohol out of the picture, and the home is a mostly peaceful place to be. congrats on your 69 days.
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