Aysha

Ok guys. I have had it. I have gotten in way over my head and it needs to stop immediately.
I am checking myself in next week after court to a mental health facility.
My Dr thinks I should address my anger and all that menatal and emotional stuff before anything.Because that is the core of my drug use.
So I will be in the crazy house for a week or so starting next week. I need some kind of help.
I jyst got off the phone with them and they are ready for me when i get court done.

Anna

Chi,

I agree SO much!

Your drug use, like my alcohol use, is but a symptom of your problems. And, your problem is anger and uncontrolled emotions. You need to deal with all this stuff with a counsellor and a mental health facility is a great place for you to start.

I am really glad you're doing this.

teej

chiy!! I'm so proud of you for taking this huge step!!! It will do you nothing but GOOD!!! I always worried about you but didnt really know what to say? I tried to help out someone with the same thing, but I didnt do so good. I hope you find peace chiy!! You have a great sense of humor and very fun to talk to on here!
You NEED to get all that past 'crap' out of your life and they will do that for you!! I cant wait til we see the new you! It will take some time I assume, but you are making the right choice. Huge hugs!!!

nogard

(((chi)) meanwhile hit those meetings.

Kevin

teej

Oh! and you're not "crazy" as you call it the crazy house hehe! We all have problems that make us who we become. I wish you the best of luck and you will be in my prayers!!

stone

Good for you Trish!

bymyself

Chi,

I'm so glad that your going to address the root of your problems. You've been so supportive to me and everyone else on the board. It would be great to know that you have peace in your life.. My prayers go to you.

Theresa

NOMOMERLOTMAMMA

Your progress over the last week or so has been very inspiring. I'm glad that you will be checking yourself in...only good can come from it. Promise!

longingforpeace

Chiynita-
It takes courage to show up and accept help. You have been so welcoming to me which has been really helpful. From the little I've read from you I think you have a lot of courage.

Rowan

Get to some meetings in the meantime, Trish. (said with love!)

I'm spent some time on the inside too - and found it helpful.

Thanks for checking in

Want2BGreat

Chi,

Same here. I think you have a terrific spirit and tons of courage. You seem to really want to beat this! I will be thinking about you. Keep posting, & keep your head up!

scaredykat

Chi, I'm so happy for you that your going to get help. You have been supportive with me also. Now its your turn to get help.

I agree with Rowan. Go to some meetings AA or NA. It doesn't matter. There all good and I think you'll like them.

Take care, Barb

Dee74

(((Chiy)))

you rock !!!

D

Aysha

I have a sudden sense of relief. My Dr isnt too happy with me. He said I need to start helping myself in order for him to keep helping me. And he is right.
I am looking forward to getting help. Then I am sure they will make me follow up with some type of OP program when I get out. That new job I know I probably wont get. Can just wait for now.
Seeing my grams face lately is my priority one over any and everything right now.
I need to address me first before anything so I can be the best me I can be for not only her but me as well.

And Glass..I love your starit to the point honesty.
You made me really think when you said I was heading for a cliff. You are exactly right. Thank you all of you for waking my dumb ass up and seeing what is really inportant.