Dilemma
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Dilemma
Maybe I put too much of personal business on here. But I feel I can talk to you guys about anything. And my families first response is always going to be conflicted.
Dealer calls me and says he wants to renew rental today. I dont want to renew. I just want the car turned back in and my name off the $hit. I didnt tell him that yet. I dont want to risk him not showing up then I am stuck with a 2008 Impala bill. I have a huge job interview tomorrow. The one I have been talking about for months and months.
My voice is still crap and I have yet to clean up. My hair is a mess and I have to take breaks to get the knotts out. Yes I went out like that.
Pretty sad.
I am still bouncing in and out of sleep. I am trying to get it together so I will be at my best tomorrow.
I can not screw tomorrow up.
Still..Something has to be done today about this car. either way I will have drugs at my disposal. Adn I feel sick already.
I dont even feel like moving. But I have to take care of this. Maybe have him wait until tomorrow after the interview when I wont be so stressed about it all.
I dont know. I know I want that car out of my name ASAP.
But I dont know how he will react to that when I tell him. I am sure he will try a persuade me.
Hes already a day late.
I dont know what to do right now. I am expecting the cops to knock on my door any minute. I dont know how this works. I have never rented a car before.
Dealer calls me and says he wants to renew rental today. I dont want to renew. I just want the car turned back in and my name off the $hit. I didnt tell him that yet. I dont want to risk him not showing up then I am stuck with a 2008 Impala bill. I have a huge job interview tomorrow. The one I have been talking about for months and months.
My voice is still crap and I have yet to clean up. My hair is a mess and I have to take breaks to get the knotts out. Yes I went out like that.
Pretty sad.
I am still bouncing in and out of sleep. I am trying to get it together so I will be at my best tomorrow.
I can not screw tomorrow up.
Still..Something has to be done today about this car. either way I will have drugs at my disposal. Adn I feel sick already.
I dont even feel like moving. But I have to take care of this. Maybe have him wait until tomorrow after the interview when I wont be so stressed about it all.
I dont know. I know I want that car out of my name ASAP.
But I dont know how he will react to that when I tell him. I am sure he will try a persuade me.
Hes already a day late.
I dont know what to do right now. I am expecting the cops to knock on my door any minute. I dont know how this works. I have never rented a car before.
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I know..I feel the same. And here comes the BUT.
It is only the interview. I already have the job. I just need to go through the formal interview with the big guy tomorrow. The place doesnt open for another few weeks.
I wish I could not take this job. But it is a huge opportunity and yet another of many my friend has given me. I have known about this for months.
I need this job. I want this job. I have been living and breathing this job just about for months.
I wish I could not go and go check in somewhere. But that is not an option right now.
My poor grams is so far in debt right now. We are on the verge of losing everything.
It is only the interview. I already have the job. I just need to go through the formal interview with the big guy tomorrow. The place doesnt open for another few weeks.
I wish I could not take this job. But it is a huge opportunity and yet another of many my friend has given me. I have known about this for months.
I need this job. I want this job. I have been living and breathing this job just about for months.
I wish I could not go and go check in somewhere. But that is not an option right now.
My poor grams is so far in debt right now. We are on the verge of losing everything.
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i KNOW HOW MUCH THIS JOB MEANS TO YOU, BUT IF YOU KEEP RELAPSING HOW LONG DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU WILL BE ABLE TO HOLD IN TO IT?
WHY DONT YOU TRY LOOKING INTO AN OUT-PATIENT PROGRAM THAT YOU COULD GO TO AFTER WORK. iF NOT THAT ATLEAST TRY AND GO TO A MEETING. WHATEVER THE THINGS ARE THAT MIGHT MAKE YOU USE YOU NEED TO STAY AWAY FROM THEM.
CAN SOMEONE ELSE BRING THE CAR BACK FOR YOU?
WHATEVER YOU DECIDE i HOPE YOU MAKE THE DECISION NOT TO USE AGAIN.
iTS ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE VERYTIME YOU GO OUT THERE AGAIN.
WHY DONT YOU TRY LOOKING INTO AN OUT-PATIENT PROGRAM THAT YOU COULD GO TO AFTER WORK. iF NOT THAT ATLEAST TRY AND GO TO A MEETING. WHATEVER THE THINGS ARE THAT MIGHT MAKE YOU USE YOU NEED TO STAY AWAY FROM THEM.
CAN SOMEONE ELSE BRING THE CAR BACK FOR YOU?
WHATEVER YOU DECIDE i HOPE YOU MAKE THE DECISION NOT TO USE AGAIN.
iTS ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE VERYTIME YOU GO OUT THERE AGAIN.
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