Finally feelin...free
Finally feelin...free
I just wanted to share my situation as I am happier now than I have been in a long time. OK, I've had 15 units of booze in the last week and no gear. Which, compared to my usual 50 units + and at least 1g, is an achievement and I feel so much better for it.
Also, I have finally settled in my new flat, taken everything from my ex's, which was messing with my head and making me go into self-destruct mode every time I went round there, whether he was there or not.
So I'm off the coke, I have my own place that is SO peaceful, and I'm actually coping with being by myself without feeling I need to numb myself with drugs/booze....I never thought I would feel like this. I'm so HAPPY!!!!
I think I'm on the way out of this dark hole that's been dragging me down for so long.
Thanks to everyone on SR too as I couldn't have made it without you!!!!
M xx
Also, I have finally settled in my new flat, taken everything from my ex's, which was messing with my head and making me go into self-destruct mode every time I went round there, whether he was there or not.
So I'm off the coke, I have my own place that is SO peaceful, and I'm actually coping with being by myself without feeling I need to numb myself with drugs/booze....I never thought I would feel like this. I'm so HAPPY!!!!
I think I'm on the way out of this dark hole that's been dragging me down for so long.
Thanks to everyone on SR too as I couldn't have made it without you!!!!
M xx
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Hi Mimi,
It's always good to see you here. That's wonderful you are off the coke and are drinking so much less - what's the plan? Moderate or abstinence?
Glad you're settled into the new flat that's fantastic!
Rowan xoxo
It's always good to see you here. That's wonderful you are off the coke and are drinking so much less - what's the plan? Moderate or abstinence?
Glad you're settled into the new flat that's fantastic!
Rowan xoxo
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