tbreno12

I am amazed how the one you loved, cherished, shared great times together now becomes a nightmare, one who now thinks of every penny spent through the relationship and now feels I owe him he actually feels Im the problem, I have a very good career and have always paid my portion, Im so sick of hearing him, I truely can say I do not love the person he has become and that hurts, I just want him gone, he says hes moving this week back home to his parents 2000 miles away. We have been together for 6yrs, I know im going to go through a loss, but I cant do this anymore i have put him through 2 rehabs since last Sept, there is no remorse when he relapes, I just dont get it 8 yrs clean and now distroyed, WOW, please God let me continue my recovery and remember how fast it takes you. One day at a time...
Thanks for letting me come here to vent.....

hope213

it is really rough on you i am sure with him being clean for so long.i can understand how u feel that u can not do it again. i pray when he moves away that he will get into recovery & do it for himself.prayers for u both,hope

Ann

I'm sorry this is all happening to you, but as much as you may miss him when he's gone, the peace will be a refreshing change.

We're here and we care, so vent away anytime.

Hugs

marteen

We all understand -
We love the addict but hate and abhor the addiction!

Hang in there - your life is definately worth the effort of your recovery!

historyteach

tbreno12:
I"m sorry you're dealing with this.
And yes, we all understand what you're dealing with. We've been there and we are here for you.

This post may help:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...usive-man.html
I look forward to getting to know you as we both grow in our recovery.

Shalom!