Where I am coming from
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: on a mote of dust, suspended in a sunbeam
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Where I am coming from
Hi, as I am sitting here drinking a beer at 7am after calling in to work I figured I would go ahead and post.
I spent the last 3 months sober until finally the desire to get a buzz got the best of me. So here I am risking my life with alcohol again. Anyways, tomorrow will be day 1 again. I'll see if I can make it a little longer than 3 months this time.
On the bright side I didn't let myself get to far back into my drinking habit this time and hopefully can get back on my feet again relatively easy.
I look forward to reading/writing in the forums some more as I begin my recovery again.
I spent the last 3 months sober until finally the desire to get a buzz got the best of me. So here I am risking my life with alcohol again. Anyways, tomorrow will be day 1 again. I'll see if I can make it a little longer than 3 months this time.
On the bright side I didn't let myself get to far back into my drinking habit this time and hopefully can get back on my feet again relatively easy.
I look forward to reading/writing in the forums some more as I begin my recovery again.
Not all better, getting better
Join Date: Feb 2002
Location: The Beautiful Inner Banks of NC
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Welcome to the SR forums, it's a great place for support, advice and just good conversation. I hope to see you around. Do you participate in any kind of recovery program, secular or 12-step. Just wondering. I personally have a jumble of different things I use to help myself, a major one being posting here. Personally I find it helpful NOT to count days. I just try to stay clean today, it's really the only day that matters. Guess that's one I picked up from the 12-step folks!! It works for me though. Take care.
let it grow!
Join Date: Oct 2006
Location: USA
Posts: 15,540
hey easy tiger,
how are you going to make it work this time - you going to aa or working any 12-step program? do you have sponsor?
nice to meet you, keep posting. and throw the beer out!
blessings, k
how are you going to make it work this time - you going to aa or working any 12-step program? do you have sponsor?
nice to meet you, keep posting. and throw the beer out!
blessings, k
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Join Date: Jun 2007
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Been a while since I have posted here. As you might have guest my last attempt to quit drinking was a failure....again, heh.
Anywho, I have 2 sober days under my belt right now and feel pretty good about it. I have the right frame of mind this time. That is to say, I am seriously pissed off right now about how I have let alcohol control me. I am ready to get my life back.
I even managed to get a hold of a bottle of campral to maybe make things a little easier. Honestly though, I feel that if I can just keep the attitude I have right now I am gonna make it quite a while this time.
Anywho, I have 2 sober days under my belt right now and feel pretty good about it. I have the right frame of mind this time. That is to say, I am seriously pissed off right now about how I have let alcohol control me. I am ready to get my life back.
I even managed to get a hold of a bottle of campral to maybe make things a little easier. Honestly though, I feel that if I can just keep the attitude I have right now I am gonna make it quite a while this time.
Your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Oxnard (The Nard), CA, USA.
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Way to go on 2 days clean Easy Tiger! 
In my book attitude WAS the compelling force that got sober and IS keeping me sober today. I guess I don’t buy into all that jazz about how a person can’t get sober unless they have a HP or some other mysterious being/thingy, whatever, helping them.
What will also help is being proactive in your harmful addiction dependency recovery plan (you do have a plan?). Plus, being around supportive others that appreciate and respect your unique needs for recovery, whatever life affirming plan of action you have is indispensable.
Peace
Zencat
In my book attitude WAS the compelling force that got sober and IS keeping me sober today. I guess I don’t buy into all that jazz about how a person can’t get sober unless they have a HP or some other mysterious being/thingy, whatever, helping them.
What will also help is being proactive in your harmful addiction dependency recovery plan (you do have a plan?). Plus, being around supportive others that appreciate and respect your unique needs for recovery, whatever life affirming plan of action you have is indispensable.
Peace
Zencat
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