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I wish you would talk to me.
I could really use a kind word of advice, someone that knows me fairly well to help me talk through some options.
I miss you!!
I guess after this I wont bother you anymore cause this particular situation has been eating away at me. I thought we were closer than this, as usual wrong again.
hoping you get everything you wish for out of life.
there will always be some part of me that will remember the tears and laughter we have shared, and will always love you.
I am so sorry I screwed things up.
Take care of yourself.
Luv,
Beth
I wish you would talk to me.
I could really use a kind word of advice, someone that knows me fairly well to help me talk through some options.
I miss you!!
I guess after this I wont bother you anymore cause this particular situation has been eating away at me. I thought we were closer than this, as usual wrong again.
hoping you get everything you wish for out of life.
there will always be some part of me that will remember the tears and laughter we have shared, and will always love you.
I am so sorry I screwed things up.
Take care of yourself.
Luv,
Beth
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Thanks you guys. It isnt that I dont want to talk here.
I met a woman here on SR who it turned out lives near me.
we became friends, and I was friendly with her hubby and kids to.
She stopped seeing me because I got way worse than I was and she is concerned to have me around as I could be bad influence.
Shes the one that took me to my first NA meeting.
I really miss our friendship, but I dont think she plans on seeing me again.
We started PMing each other again, but now I havent heard from her in a few weeks.
Its just more heart wrenching stuff to add to my plate. I understand where she is coming from, but it doesnt make it hurt any less.
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I met a woman here on SR who it turned out lives near me.
we became friends, and I was friendly with her hubby and kids to.
She stopped seeing me because I got way worse than I was and she is concerned to have me around as I could be bad influence.
Shes the one that took me to my first NA meeting.
I really miss our friendship, but I dont think she plans on seeing me again.
We started PMing each other again, but now I havent heard from her in a few weeks.
Its just more heart wrenching stuff to add to my plate. I understand where she is coming from, but it doesnt make it hurt any less.
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Beth,
Things have been happening non stop around here. My nephew needs surgery for a cyst on his lung, Marisa got shingles and was in the hospital, my brother is in the hospital and my new job is very very interesting and takes a lot of my time. Justin also got shingles. I have a full plate and haven't checked in on you. I thought you were doing fine from your last note. I haven't had time to read your posts but from the title it looks like you are having some difficult days. Beth, I pray for you and think of you often.
Please know that wish you nothing but the best. I thought you were talking to Rosemary again.
Love,
Lynn
Things have been happening non stop around here. My nephew needs surgery for a cyst on his lung, Marisa got shingles and was in the hospital, my brother is in the hospital and my new job is very very interesting and takes a lot of my time. Justin also got shingles. I have a full plate and haven't checked in on you. I thought you were doing fine from your last note. I haven't had time to read your posts but from the title it looks like you are having some difficult days. Beth, I pray for you and think of you often.
Please know that wish you nothing but the best. I thought you were talking to Rosemary again.
Love,
Lynn
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