I'm back. . .
I'm back. . .
Yeah, I saw her. . .no point in lying about it but it was different some how like it wasn't as intense a meeting that I thought it would be considering how long it'd been since I'd spoken to her last. Anywho, she told me she'd been in and out of rehab. Her son said she wasn't into coke anymore but was still bad on pills. Of course, we discussed her current living arrangement with her ex and she swore to me that they were just roommates. I didn't believe her but her mom vouched for her and I believed her mom because that woman has always been brutally honest to me about her daughter.
Needless to say, as you all predicted, she tried to suck me back into the madness but I wasn't down for that. However, the following day her mom calls me to see if I know where my exAGf is because she's MIA Easter day. I told her no, I didn't visit with her long the day before and I hadn't returned her two phone calls because I knew it had to be drama. All in all, I feel pretty good about the visit. I got to see my family and spend time with them. It was good to see her; she APPEARED to be doing well. And I was proud of myself that I was/am able to walk away and be okay about it. I think I'm going to be alright; I think I'll be able to remain focused and objective about all of this
PS: Happy Belated Easter! I hope you all enjoyed the holiday as much as I did!
Needless to say, as you all predicted, she tried to suck me back into the madness but I wasn't down for that. However, the following day her mom calls me to see if I know where my exAGf is because she's MIA Easter day. I told her no, I didn't visit with her long the day before and I hadn't returned her two phone calls because I knew it had to be drama. All in all, I feel pretty good about the visit. I got to see my family and spend time with them. It was good to see her; she APPEARED to be doing well. And I was proud of myself that I was/am able to walk away and be okay about it. I think I'm going to be alright; I think I'll be able to remain focused and objective about all of this
PS: Happy Belated Easter! I hope you all enjoyed the holiday as much as I did!
Last edited by newblue82; 04-09-2007 at 07:22 AM. Reason: Note
i'm proud of you too, glad that now maybe you can have some peace and a little closer and can now move on in your recovery. glad you have a good visit with your family and you so sound strong. keeping you and yours in my prayers.
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