it was ok
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it was ok
I survived the holiday---still I have that ole post traumatic syndrome that seems to make the anticipation of the holiday--(because of all the bad memories) worse than the actual holiday....everything went fine here.
I think my strange behavior prior to the holidays makes everyone uneasy...if you shut a door I rocket 10 feet into the air--that type of thing
Alot of damaged goods stuff still going on inside me that I can't always supress as I would like to.
I have also started dealing in counselling with some of my childhood issues I told you about a few weeks ago and it is really shaking me to the core-I want to stop-but I know I can't if I ever want to move forward...need prayrs please!!!!
this is my YOKO
I think my strange behavior prior to the holidays makes everyone uneasy...if you shut a door I rocket 10 feet into the air--that type of thing
Alot of damaged goods stuff still going on inside me that I can't always supress as I would like to.
I have also started dealing in counselling with some of my childhood issues I told you about a few weeks ago and it is really shaking me to the core-I want to stop-but I know I can't if I ever want to move forward...need prayrs please!!!!
this is my YOKO
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that dog you see---she was like my baby---I only had her 5 years-she died last summer suddenly from a type of spinal disease--I had to put her down--took 2 people to get me to my car I was so hysterical. I got Yoko a month before I became disabled--she was like one of those trained dog(even though she never was)
I used to fall frequently back then--she would go for help--as far awaya as a neighbors!I have a shrine in my back yard where she is buried and it looks like the pope was buried there--my soul dog--she never left my side good/bad no matter what.A few months after she died I recieved medicine that helped my walking(no more crutched) I felt so guilty everytime I walk my new dog Lotte because Yoko missed all that and would have loved it so....its like god gave me yoko to help me through my sickness and pain...I miss her everyday....
I used to fall frequently back then--she would go for help--as far awaya as a neighbors!I have a shrine in my back yard where she is buried and it looks like the pope was buried there--my soul dog--she never left my side good/bad no matter what.A few months after she died I recieved medicine that helped my walking(no more crutched) I felt so guilty everytime I walk my new dog Lotte because Yoko missed all that and would have loved it so....its like god gave me yoko to help me through my sickness and pain...I miss her everyday....
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