5 Years Later I Am One Grateful Codie

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Old 03-24-2007, 07:29 PM
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5 Years Later I Am One Grateful Codie

It was 5 years ago that God led me to the doors of SR, and I wanted to share something special, to express my love and gratitude for all the people here who have shared their light with me through the years.

My story is no different than most of yours, I am the mother of an addict who had to let go or go down with him .You have walked with me through my fears and my tears, through laughter and silliness, through good days and dark nights, and held me up when I could walk no more. It is only with the courage and strength that your encouragement gave me, that I could find a good path of recovery and stay on it. I love each one of you and words cannot express the gratitude in my heart.

I don't want to make this a long post, so I will share the most important thing I learned and leave you with the lyrics to a song that has inspired me all the way through this journey.

The lesson I learned and want to share is to never give up on yourself and your life. Find joy in every day and reach for your dreams. There is a God, no matter what you choose to call Him, who watches over you and who wants you to be happy. Give Him your burdens, trust and have faith, then spread your wings and fly. Steve Winward says it so much better, so I dedicate this song to each one of you.



Deep in the night
the winds blow cold
and in a heartbeat
the fear takes hold

Deep in the storm
there's a place that's soft and still
where the road waits to be taken
if you only will

The voices inside you
can lead your soul astray
Believe in what you dream
Don't turn away
don't you turn away

Reach for the light
You might touch the sky
Stand on the mountaintop
and see yourself flying
Reach for the light
to capture a star
Come out of the darkness
and find out who you are

Somewhere in time
the truth shines through
and the spirit knows
what it has to do

Somewhere in you
there's a power with no name
It can rise to meet the moment
and burn like a flame

And you can be stronger
than anything you know
Hold on to what you see
Don't let it go
don't you let it go

Now, there's no turning back
when your destiny is calling
Listen to the thunder roll
and let your heart break free

Reach for the light

Steve Winwood - Balto Soundtrack, 1995
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Originally Posted by teke View Post
you're a gem

More like a whole mine full and each day the mine gives off a brighter gem then the day before.

Bless you Ann. *HUG*
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THanks ann, good words to read over and over again.
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Thank you Ann!
I love that song and the picture too... reminds me of you looking up at the stars on a dark but beautiful night.
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Thanks so much, Ann. I have only been around here for a few months, and you have been such an inspiration to me!
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Ann,

You are a guiding light in this form Ann, a true inspiration. 5 years ago I would have never believed that I would be taken down this road, nor would I have believed that I would be pouring my heart out at the tips of my fingers and being consoled and support by such a wonderful lady.

Thank You Ann!

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I'm so glad that I was able to meet you, be inspired by you, know you. Strange how all the bad times almost seem worth it just to have a beautiful person like yourself touch upon my life for even a moment! Thank you for being you Ann!!!! And Happy Five-year-iversay!!!!!
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(( Ann ))

You were one of the first to welcome me here 4 1/2 yrs ago. The wisdom from you and the other old timers was just what I needed to get me thru some dark and scary times.

Your willingness to share your journey - good and bad - is a true inspiration.

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Hugs to all of you. You have made this one of the best journeys I have ever been on.
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Love, love, love the lyrics !!

Happy Anniversary Ann!!
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(((Ann))) It's beautiful. I so appreciate everything you do here. Thank you.
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Old 03-25-2007, 05:07 AM
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Your willingness to share your journey - good and bad - is a true inspiration.
Cats, said it all!

I believe everyone "finds" this place, for their own set of reasons....but the comfort, support, advice, and genuine caring, given.... seems to be solution, for each of our problems!!! Universal....one size fits all!

You, Ann, are the best....your remarks, your compassion, your advice means so much....because we know you speak from experience and pain!

Thank you and I Love you, Ann!
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You have always been such an inspiration....

often I think (even when i am not posting..."What would Ann say?")

I wish you continued serenity and many joyful days...
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you made me cry, thanks for being here.hugs,hope
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You took my hand and walked with me when I first arrived, showed me compassion, and gave me hope...for this I thank you....



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I couldn't begin to tell you what you've brought into my recovery, so I won't try. You already know, anyway.
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((((Ann)))))

Give Him your burdens, trust and have faith, then spread your wings and fly
Thank you for helping me to find this truth. It is truly amazing the change it made in my life.

I feel so privileged to be walking a small part of this journey with you. Thank you for sharing your light.

Hugs and prayers
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