Moving forward
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Moving forward
Last night, I realized I set myself up for the disappointment. I'm letting it go now. I did everything I could to hang on and it's not worth anymore pain.
I broke down last night, forgave myself, and finally got a good night's sleep. I woke up today feeling much better. The birds were singing, the sun was shining, and I felt peaceful.
I can't waste anymore time or energy waiting for something that may never happen. No contact will help me heal. I have to let it work for me. I learned the hard way, but probably the best way. I am worth moving forward!
I broke down last night, forgave myself, and finally got a good night's sleep. I woke up today feeling much better. The birds were singing, the sun was shining, and I felt peaceful.
I can't waste anymore time or energy waiting for something that may never happen. No contact will help me heal. I have to let it work for me. I learned the hard way, but probably the best way. I am worth moving forward!
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i have also exhausted myself working towards something that i just don't think is going to happen anymore... if it does, great! if she can clean up her act and decide her life is worth living in a healthy, happy way, then more power to her and i hope she gives me a call. if not, oh well, it's her choice, not mine, no matter how badly i want it.
i have had many days and nights where i told myself it wasn't worth the pain, but i always broke down, always apologized for what i said, always gave in to something i shouldn't have. but i've decided this isn't how i want to live my life anymore. i've stopped seeing the point in all of the drama and confusion, and i'm learning maybe there never was one.
it helps me so much to read everyone else's posts and see what they've been through. it gives me so much courage and self confidence... otherwise i'd be stuck in the same cycle all over again! good luck to you!
i have had many days and nights where i told myself it wasn't worth the pain, but i always broke down, always apologized for what i said, always gave in to something i shouldn't have. but i've decided this isn't how i want to live my life anymore. i've stopped seeing the point in all of the drama and confusion, and i'm learning maybe there never was one.
it helps me so much to read everyone else's posts and see what they've been through. it gives me so much courage and self confidence... otherwise i'd be stuck in the same cycle all over again! good luck to you!
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Originally Posted by aztchr 
It only took me a year of reading and posting here to finally get it! 
Can't wait to see what the next year will have in store for me.
Can't wait to see what the next year will have in store for me.
Anything is possible when we take control of our own lives. This coming year will be great for you, wait and see. Focus on today and before you know it, you'll have plenty to look back on and say "how great was that?"
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