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That's how I feel today...My AS has been sober for over 5 months and I feel like we are having 'kodak' moments---weird...Yesterday we were driving in the car and that song came on''''in the end you are my one true friend""I reached over and held my sons hand(and he let me) we have become so distant because of the alcohol.I can see little pieces of the person he used to be I consider it a blessing because I thought I would be burying him a while ago. I think healing is taking place now--and I really had no hope that it would. So I am going to enjoy it--think positive-hope it continues--even if it doesn't I am thankful that we are able to connect as mother and son again-I miss him so much...he was another person on Alcohol...He has started to treat me like his mother again-and in return I can treat him like my son.He has always had difficulty dealing with the fact that I am ill so young with Lupus--he always approached it with such anger and was cruel to me...now that his mind is clear he realises I have no control over it-and instead of becoming angry he has become compassionate-making me a cup of tea-helping me out of the car ect...he is learning to deal positively with a negative situation..Big move for him. So I am going to enjoy it and be happy just for today....
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