I was just ...
everything is already ok
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Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,793
I was just ...
Wondering, what I aml doing here when I could be out partying on dope and booze with not a care in the world.
Close one eye, lean forward over the steering wheel and aim the car down the white line as fast as we can so that we don't get caught.
Get out the car and throw up while peeing my pants. Shout and rage at everyone, push them all away.
Wake up the next day in poop and pee, not knowing where I am, where my car is, where my friends are and where my life is.
Yeah I Wonder......
Kevin
Close one eye, lean forward over the steering wheel and aim the car down the white line as fast as we can so that we don't get caught.
Get out the car and throw up while peeing my pants. Shout and rage at everyone, push them all away.
Wake up the next day in poop and pee, not knowing where I am, where my car is, where my friends are and where my life is.
Yeah I Wonder......
Kevin
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Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: South Shore MA
Posts: 7,120
Originally Posted by nogard 
Wondering, what I am doing here when I could be out partying on dope and booze with not a care in the world.
If I was to take a guess... I would say that your being here is saving you from needing to type out about 20 real long posts that all say the same thing... I feel like....and wish I never started again.
Yes time used now sure does save time that would be wasted in the future.
Always glad when I see you here Kevin.
everything is already ok
Thread Starter
Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,793
lol best, your getting to know me real well. 
It sure its great not to be running away in the way I posted and piling up the damage on a daily basis.
I so enjoying waking up feeling clear, driving slowly, paying my bilss on time. Being able to handle life on lifes terms. I did NOT get this life by using drinking and unacceptable behaviour. I have this gift of life and recovery because I listen and do what I need to. I surround myslef with people who think likewise.
I salute everyone coming in here for the first time or after a relapse, your courage is HUGE.
Kevin
PS (((((best)))))
It sure its great not to be running away in the way I posted and piling up the damage on a daily basis.
I so enjoying waking up feeling clear, driving slowly, paying my bilss on time. Being able to handle life on lifes terms. I did NOT get this life by using drinking and unacceptable behaviour. I have this gift of life and recovery because I listen and do what I need to. I surround myslef with people who think likewise.
I salute everyone coming in here for the first time or after a relapse, your courage is HUGE.
Kevin
PS (((((best)))))
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