helpagirl22

Its a rough day for me. Im not sure why but just one of those days i think. I feel disconnected from my ABF which might be a good thing im not sure but i just feel like i need a hug and some uplifting. i feel lost and i dont know how to find my way right now. I feel like i just want to sleep or something. I think i want more from him than he can offer and i know by now that he is not available to love me but i still expect him to be. its just frustrating

AllTooSober

((((helpagirl22)))) hang in there!

Pick-a-name

I understand the feelings......here's a hug for you
Hope you are feeling better soon!

Cynay

Been there and done that hon... its not unusal.

Expetations get me in alot of trouble.... that along with not living life on lifes terms and wishing, controling, manuplating, forcing things to be my will and not the will of who should be in charge.

HEY... do they have a children ward at the hospital near you?..... They always need hugs ..... that and a nursing home. Bet you would find more love there.....

Try to get out of your head and go do something for someone else ... it helps me alot.

Ayers1995

It's very hard help.... I've had many many of those.... even while still in the same house. (((( Hugs )))

nocellphone

It's never too late for hugs...

blizzard77

helpagirl22

thanks everyone for all the hugs..it really means alot!!

Tally

I've had a pretty rough day today too. It sucks eh! ABF was in "pity me" mode...irritable, snappy, drinking fast...sitting staring at the floor.
I went to bed at 7pm just to get way from him. He came up to bed an hour ago, so I got up...lol, fun and games!

Those expectations are pretty normal I guess, I have them too...I think I invented the concept of "wanting more" or was that off Pretty Woman? *shrugs*... It's a viscious circle of wanting more, resenting that we can't have it and so on...urgh

Even more for you xxxx

lilac

I know how you feel. Keep coming back here, the support is unreal !