sidney

I feel helpless to control the things that have accumulated to make the PTSD feel out of control. I need to figure out how to put each trama in its own compartment in my mind, so somehow I can deal with them one at a time. It feels like a loosing battle.

sidney

Morning Glory

Read this post Sidney and see if it helps.

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...?threadid=6690

Hugs,
MG

Morning Glory

Sidney,

That's not at all what I meant. I was not calling you a victim. This thread helped me to see that even though it doesn't appear that I have choices that I really am making choices.

That if we see our life as a choice then it gives us more power to face it even though it looks pretty bad.

You are not a victim in the self pitty way, but you and I are both victims in the survivor way.

Hugs,
MG

sidney

My spirit is dying
Sidney

sidney

I wont be writing anymore. You helped me but Im not going to do this to you. I will seek help elsewhere. No kidding, I thank you.
Sidney

Best of all best to you Morning Glory

Morning Glory

Sidney,

I care for you and there has to be something you can do. You need to make some survival choices right now. I know how bad it can get. There were times I begged God to carry me because I just couldn't go on. He did. You can make it through the pain. Send me private messages and let me know how you feel. I will never think of you as weak if you share with me. I already think you are very strong and very capable.

You can come out on the other side of this pain.

Hugs,
MG

sidney

I tried to send you a private message, must be over my head. DID YOU GET MY EMAIL? I feel like the fool that I am. What a waste of a 145 IQ.
Sid

Morning Glory

I got both. I'm just a little slower than you with 140 and a low verbal.

sidney

Just wanted you to know I got through the day. I sent you a PM but regardless, thanks

Sidney

Morning Glory

Sidney,

I sent you a PM too and it hasn't been read yet. Make sure you hit refresh when you go into your private messages.

Hugs,
MG